FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK! I FUCKING LOST MY PHONE! TODAY! :( im damn sad. freaking sad. worst than sad. miserable. i was in a rush today cos im already late for work. so i changed fast, & guess i left my phone on the bench in a hurry! :( & i only realised it 1HR later. :( guess its gone. for good. :( :( :( ive never been soooo careless in my life. except for once where i forgot to return the substation key. but other than that.. NOOOOO. :( feeling really miserable now. made a report to laundry, lost&found & security. :( still no news. till now. :(
damn upset. couldnt eat lunch cos i had no appetite. :( cried till i had swollen eyes. make that swollen&red puffy eyes. :( imagine me facing guests with such appearances. fucking stupid. couldnt even smile at the slightest joke made. it spoils my day. :( :( still very upset about it. one minute it was with me, playing my favourite musics & the next minute its missing.
cursing the one who stole it & didnt want to return it. HOPE THAT YOU'D MEET A CAR ACCIDENT OR WHATEVER SHIT ACCIDENT, BREAK YOUR ARMS&LEGS & NEVER BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN. thats for being a thief & fucking greedy asshole. i dont give a shit.

thanks to geraldine, yanting, sharleen, crystal, boon cheng & sylvia who tried to help me find/search for my lost phone. millions of thanks for your efforts though it isnt your phone. thanks to sylvia who went all the way to bar&billard room to find that girl stacy who happen to be at the locker when i was changing. thanks to geraldine & yanting who went to approach stacy when they were in the locker room. i know stacy denied. i dont know if thats the truth. but now i know, i cant trust anybody. no one is THAT honest anymore. they may seem nice & all. :( i mean, c'mon. within my locker area, the others are like aunties etc. :( this is just NOT my day today. :(

dad&me just went to make a police report, giving out my imei no to them so if anyone tries to sell my phone they can report the missing phone. other than that, there's nothing else they can do. as for RH security, i sincerely hope that they are putting in their best effort to check the bags of anyone leaving. i seriously hope so.

so guys&girls, if you wanna contact me, perhaps leave me an offline message in msn? or buddies who know me well, through my house phone? yeah, i guess its the only way. think dad's really disappointed in me. & i havent tell mom yet. :( she's gonna flip. worst. that phone was my b'day gift from her to me. we have similar phones just that mine's white & hers is black. sigh. i didnt mean to lose it! but i did, & im really apologetic about it. :( just hope someone kind will return it to me. :(

strange thing is that when i tried calling my phone, its ringing. in silent mood; vibration. :( someone please return it to me. its worth more than cash. memories, contacts, its a sentimental phone. dont think id get a new phone/sim card that soon. or maybe i have to use the old lao kok-kok phone, again. :( just my luck.

all i can say is: today ends with a terrible note. what a misfortune for me.