sim card just arrived this afternoon. free :D & i have re-activated my new sim card with my old number. so people! listen up! there's no new number for me, so you guys&girls can still contact me with my old number! :) on the other hand, im trying to collect all the contacts ive lost. :'(

yeah yeah yeah, cut the crap about cheering up. you know i cant & i wont. im still grieving about the loss of my nokia 6288. :( its damn upsetting okay. first time somemore. :( im seriously on the verge of cursing & swearing & doing it all over again. wait, i AM cursing & swearing now. HAHA. DIE DIE DIE YOU ASSHOLIC MORON. DIE EARLY & NOT REST IN PEACE. arghhh! it gets me so fucking worked up! >:O im soooooooo FUMING MAD. i swear id do ANYTHING to get my phone back. of cos, not anything stupid lah. mr.P was like "cherlyn, its not the end of the world yet." wow. thanks, such comforting words. sense any tone of sacarism? cos im being sacarstic okay. ass. its my phone that is lost, not yours. DUH, you feel no pinch.

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bc offered to buy me a new phone. but i dont want it. memories cant be restored, neither can sentimental value of the phone. i can always get a new phone. but this loss of my phone is really a big blow to me. there goes mom b'day gift to me. that can never be replaced. i know its no point brooding over my lost phone, since its been a day already & theres no news. but i cant help it okay. :( everythings been perfect & smooth-sailing for me this year and BAM, this happen. :( im way upset.

seriously may consider taking more days off. :( no mood to work.