bored in the car. :D pardon me. HEEZ!


work sucks & i finally voiced out what i have to say. yeap. all out. yesh, from the bottom of my heart i spilled whatever shit i have been TOLERATING for the past freaking 4months. burt out to michael, boss, bc & practically everyone. yea, mixed expressions from everyone. like i care? LOL! xP okayokay, i know im abit too frank. but shit that, ive been through alot. & you wouldnt know it.

im way tired. way pissed. black face throughout the entire day. yea, sorry if i gave you people a hard time today. but i was on the point of bursting out the frustrations i kept inside/within myself. :( im damn unhappy there. yea, now everybody knows it. sorry.

anyways, chatting to xxxxx on the phone. sorry i had to cancel our outing! didnt feel well. anyways, i hope id get better soon. haha! we're both bored, can you believe it? LOL. we. are. bored.

pissed off with mom. so NOT understanding. everything around her revolves around work. nothing but fucking shitting work. & she doesnt give a shit of how i feel. fuck. you claim you know me & all, but in fact you dont. i fucking told her tomorrow im not gonna turn up for work & said i am damn tired & bored at work. & she fucking said im lazy, wasting my time at home. OH RIGHT. im like wasting MORE time at work. wtf, half the time im standing around OR walking up & down doing nothing. ZILCH. you love your work, i DONT. & fuck. its like MY holidays. fucking dont give a shit about what you think anymore. its my life anyways. continue on & id just fucking quit on the spot. so fucked up. WHATEVER SHIT, I. AM. NOT. TURNING. UP. FOR. WORK. TOMORROW. & yes, i have reasons. plenty.