trying my very best to stop crying.
i couldnt.
i know i shouldnt.
but tears just keep flowing everytime the words "home", "parents" & "mommy" are said.
D:

yeah sound very crybaby, but whatever, i dont care how you perceive me.
i miss mommy.
i miss home.
i miss daddy.
no doubts about that.

msn-ing with mommy just makes me cry more.
i know, my eyes are red & swollen from crying- the whole day actually.
thank GOD that bro's here.. or i think its gonna be WORSE.

trying hard to adapt, but it aint easy in this country.
the entire pool of people, and you'd feel lost in transaction. its like you dont belong here. that is, if you are a FRESHMAN like meand have NEVER did college here.

thats me.

I NEED COMFORT FOOD.
am trying to save handphone credits so near end of the month, i can call mommy/daddy/home/besties. i miss them, their voice & most importantly- THEIR PRESENCE.

i MUST stay strong.
i HAVE to stay strong.
& i WILL get through this- someday, somehow.