getting really pissed at myself. >:O
had econs test today. my beloved subject & guess what happen.
i screwed it up big time.

we had the questions a week before the test to prepare & i was fully prepared. had my answers. then bloody hell dont know what the fuck i was thinking i totally wrote the opposite of what my model answer wrote. BAM, its totally wrong. like fuck.

its bloody easy question & i screwed it up! concept wise is totally correct but by shifting the wrong curve, all is wrong! x( guess how upset i was. i could totally just bang my head on my table then. argh!! annoyed with myself.

pretty annoyed that i was in a bad mood the entire day. really.
didnt wanna go out with the rest to celebrate joce birthday cos im scared my foul mood would ruin her night. :( i wanted to go but i dont trust my foul attitude to behave itself today. especially after this fucking mistake. IM STILL SO PISSED WITH MYSELF LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!!! argh.

enough said.
shopping this week was GOOD. like GOOOOOOODDD. & i need to stop.
this week- no shopping. next week- no shopping.
except maybe to buy somemore groceries but NOT MUCH. i need to stop eating junkies. hahaha!

really sorry about photos man. :( busy busy lahh.
assignments, tutorials, tests... :/
wonder when can i forgive myself for that grave mistake. ARGH.