Saturday, February 14, 2009

i stupidly thought migrating would be exciting and cool. then when all the talks about the complicated tax system, adjusting to the life & pace there plus knowing how to get around & stuff, i started freaking out :(
eunice just left for perth today. & i'd never know when would i ever see her again, or even beverly! that's when reality struck me, moving away suddenly don't seem cool anymore. i just want to stay in my comfort zone, singapore.

i know i whine a lot about the education system in singapore. but somehow this familiar landscapes & places is where i grew up. my heritage, my history.

few months ago when we were discussing this topic my reaction was like YESSSS to get out of here. -.-" told you. i don't think before i speak. so now i'd rather shut up & bottle up whatever i wanted to say.
now its the reverse reaction, more like WWWHHHHYYYYYYY.

bottom line: i'd really miss singapore.

sorry i just felt a sudden twang of emo-ness after reading the text message eunice left me before she board the plane. its like loneliness again. no more a mere bus ride down to visit them. more like a frigging plane ride.

& packing seems even more depressing. even buying all the necessities that i would need seems depressing. what the hell right.

okay let me change topic, its valentine's day. so happy valentine's day to all (:
crap. i forgot a quote i wanted to share. i'd post it up once i recall it okay.

mom sold a cupboard full of old liquors earlier this morning. this lady & guy came over to buy them; martell, barcardi, xo etc. but we still have some, in nice pretty bottles (: like a merlion shaped bottle, the eiffel tower, the shape of a dragon etc. i don't think those bottles can be found in any ordinary stores anymore.

need to drop-by clementi bookstore to buy my textbooks. :( on valentine's day. perfect eh :/
& we're going house-hunting later.
SEE!
so depressing.

cherlyn.
19
03.06.1989
singapore;
.phpps
.bvss
.srjc
.gpc-yf/jump
melbourne;
.monash
.hope


God, family, bffs, friends.

I just spoke silence with the seeker next to me She had a heart with hesitant, halting speech That turned to mine and asked belligerently "What do I live for?"



BLURT THE JUNK OUT



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