kissmyass

2009-06-04T04:54:00.001-07:00

SO. this blog has "died" since 9th of may eh. ;p like i said, i shifted, to somewhere else more private? :p
but i sorta miss blogging here in blogspot.

bits and pieces of what has been going on for the past few months. ;p
be grateful okay. that i'm showing you some stuffs ;p hahaha
BY THE WAY THIS BLOG IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD. but i told raseena i'd upload pictures.
by the way raseena, that picture you took is awful. :( WHY CAN'T YOU TAKE MY FRONT VIEW. taking my side view makes my cheeks look puffier than ever okay!!! SEEEEEEE!

OH YAH.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ;P
hehe.
3 june 2009.
wheeee ;p i had fuuunnnnn.
(more over the other blog luh)

2009-05-09T21:54:00.000-07:00

:p hello everyone! hahaha i don't think many of you would read this anyways, since i told you peeps the new blog url & that this blog is on hiatus.
anyways, just to say this. i do miss blogging here!

but my tumblr blog looks much neater ;p though the date thingy is screwed. its like 10th may already yet it kept publishing it as 9th may. zzz i'd figure out what's wrong soon. if i remember :D

okok. just to prove that i wouldn't delete this blog and that its ALIVE. there. :)
happy mother's day! i love you mommy! (and daddy too of cos ;p)

back to tumblr blog :)

2009-04-16T16:40:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! :) this blog is not dead, i repeat, not dead!
it has just.. shifted! & raseena you know its not dead okay! stop flooding my tagboard!

it has shifted. whether the new site will be revealed to you, depends. hahaha if i want to let you know.

STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD LUH.

this is sort of the LAST post you'd see here. more over the other blog :D muahaha.
bye outsiders!

2009-04-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

SHIFTED indefinitely.

:p i may come back here to blog (soon).

2009-04-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

the desktop is so noisy -.-" & wonky!
daddy: "like an aeroplane taking off!" hahaha!
well, its cousin's one. oh well, least it got excel function properly installed haha ;p

woke at at 7.30am. study! readings & stuffs, so not my favorite. but what gotta be done has to be done either way.
banana cake for breakfast! (:
i find the top a little burnt? its looks too brown, the previous batch looks nicer. but the taste, ultimately is the same (: i'd get the recipe from mom & her other recipe. but i doubt i'd bake properly cos firstly, i always tend to tweak away from the measurements given! hahaha i just can't seem to follow proper instructions.

so, my macro tutor can't meet me for consultation. :/ & re-reading my notes doesn't help either.
guess i have to try reading the textbook which i hate, cos the textbook concept & their terminology is totally different from the ones in lecture. even more confusing! :(

2009-04-08T16:30:00.000-07:00

joke of the day:
we were in building 64, south 1 theatre, for law lecture. & we were choosing our seats...
Raseena: "the chair's ugly!"
us: roflmao.

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okay. i'm overwhelmed. stats tutorial was the worst. everything flew past my head, thankfully i did prepare ahead.
macro tutorial was... i have no comments. why is he always picking on me!? :( he got me lost & confused. another consultation time to fix.
management tutorial was... okay, typical answer, boring. but its very common sense stuff so yeah.

Cherlyn took the WHAT'S YOUR NAME MEANING? quiz and the result is woha!you've an aggressive name
Your name reflect a strong personality and you are always up for troubles! chill out man!!

what. o.O"
okay.

2009-04-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

i want mornings to be like this. sipping orange juice out in the open, sky-viewing or simply reading a nice book. or even out with friends.
instead of being cooped into this "box" room & all the view i get is the walls.
-
eggs! hahaha stupid weird crave i have, early in the morning ;p
long day ahead! :( bah.

its pretty cold outside & my room is toasty warm. good thing of having sorta no windows. don't feel like stepping out of the apartment leh :/

tiffany's up early to head to clayton & get some stuffs. i don't know what the hell i'm doing or what i supposed to do right now. why did i even wake up so early! mind you, i woke up at 5am. but i went back to sleep at 6.30am. weird body clock.

back to the book i guess!
the bump at the back of my head still hurts. :/

2009-04-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

#1. one bedroom apartment or studio apartment. (i shall not be fussy!)
#2. __________________________.
#3. __________________________.

law research & readings is driving me mad. so is management readings. holyshit.
& i need those readings in order to do the assignments :(
jiayou jiayou. stay up read!

was telling yan nee my spectacles gonna be thicker soon from all the readings. & she was like "huh, you wear specs ah?" ... hahaha i wish not. lasik lasik lasik! :D for now, its contacts all the way. if you ever see me wearing my specs out, i'm actually like half blind. :p i made new contacts for my new degree, but not yet for my specs okay.

long day tomorrow. no fair :( bro's going over to mom&dad's place tomorrow night for sleepover!
okay i shouldn't really complain cos i've been staying over there from saturday to monday already! hahaha but still..!!! unfair. hahaha i'm so whiney.

i do have self-control! was so tempted to watch one movie that was showing on tv (some ashton kutcher show?) & two and a half men, but... :D managed to pull myself away & lock myself up in my room to do my work! so proud of myself. hahaha ;p

YAY! mom's baking another batch of banana cake! & dad made vandaloo indian curry! :D i guess tomorrow night's dinner is settle! hehehe. (:

2009-04-07T17:51:00.000-07:00

fools rush in where angels fear to tread

currently reading this bimbo book which raseena picked out for me: revenge of the wedding planner by sharon owens. hahaha ;p quite addicted to it.

anyhoos. my day was good, so far (: yay. hehehe, 1.5 days more till thursday! & i can finally stay over again at my parent's place! :D hehehe so looking forward. with a car, its like zoom zoom here & there anywhere, anytime. :D so i can always pop by springvale & eat the yummy pho beef noodles! & visit uncle gomez. & other random places!

okay back to here. got heaps of assignments to do during easter break. sigh.
oh wells. it has to be done anyways.
macro lecture was always fun :D i'm such a nerd. but don't blame me! ;p

realized i've got a swelling bump on my head :( must be due to yesterday when mom & i were re-arranging my room to put in the new ikea computer table, & i bumped my head twice on the bookshelf edge. frigging painful! ;( bearable, but throbbing pain. need to head back to ikea to find something to cover that sharp edge (bookshelf) before i bump my head a couple more times & end up in a coma or whatsoever (touchwood! ;p)

rainy seasons is back! & its getting colder. me don't like it.
ok, research research research + tutorials + lecture readings.
back to the momentum. (if i can even find it back!)

2009-04-06T17:40:00.000-07:00

donovan: "why do you want a hammer and screwdrivers?"
donovan: "who do you want to hammer and screw?"

...
wth.
anyways, i'm back in Rusden! frigging cold weather. :(
mommy & tiffany are helping me fix up the table. daddy's sleeping on my bed. SNORING away.
geez.
;p i'm slacking.
hahaha!

with my parents everyday doesn't feel like school day. more like holiday.
:/ good or bad? i really don't know.

chapel street. richmond. ikea+shopping. springvale. rusden.

that sums up my entire monday!
actually i've forgotten that it is a monday already.
ok i should help out.

2009-04-05T23:40:00.000-07:00

beautiful. be-a-uti-ful

strawberry cheesecake with raspberry jam!

beautiful day, beautiful weather, for a beautiful wedding.

my all time favorite photo! i ~~swear~~, i didn't bother to catch it but it landed in front of me. really!

nigel & adeline!

certificate of marriage!

the wedding invitation cards!

zzz i'm really lazy to upload more of the wedding pictures here. tell me, i've got great, awesome photography skills right. hahaha! kidding. ;p well, least that's what most said what.
ok, enough of that nonsense.
the white wine & champaign was fantastic. goes well with the fish while the red wine suited the steak. & its wine from the vineyard okay! cos there's a vineyard beside the spa & resort. really awesome! & the strawberry cheesecake was so light & fluffy, delightful (: & their wedding cake! black forest cake. shiok!

okay i sound like a foodie. okay, i admit, i am. hahahaha ;p

OH OH! I TOOK A VIDEO OF THE CEREMONY, THEIR WEDDING VOWS & THE TOAST. :D
wanna see? tell me haha cos i won't post it up lah, but i can like, let you see it. (:
i've come to realized, adeline waited for 37 years, to marry the guy she truly loves. so did nigel, & he's 40.
age doesn't matter. most importantly is the right one for you, forever (;
although the wedding is small, only close relatives were invited, its really touching & personal. her mom & relatives flew in to melbourne from shanghai, hong kong, singapore & USA to witness their marriage here in melbourne. so did nigel's side. (:

somehow, nigel reminds me of eugene. :X

i want more weddings! :D
"...& i now pronounce you husband&wife" aww... so schweet!

2009-04-05T19:45:00.000-07:00

OK. am finally back from mom's assistant wedding, aunty adeline. at somewhere in yarra glen :D
some vineyard cum spa & resort.
really beautiful getaway!

pictures later. cos my phone is currently dead. i forgot to bring along the charger haha ;p
took heaps of photos & videos. damn i want a camera of my own too!

later i'd post up one of my favorite picture. its a really nice shot hahaha

i'm really lazy to post stuffs now. & worst still when people are reading.
i'd post it elsewhere on the other blog.

zzz
mommy's baking her famous banana cake now! hahaha
love the service apartment.
Back on monday!

2009-04-04T16:45:00.000-07:00

so my parents surprised me ;p well, wasn't meant to be a surprise, but apparently my brother didn't inform me that they were heading to my place! got a shock when answering the intercom upon hearing their voices ;p

group hugs. haha ;p more like family hugs luh.
so like i said, a surprise visit, they got to see the real deal of my room. it was quite messy since usually i'd only make my bed when its a sore eye to see its state. but today was 'i'm purely lazy to make my bed' day. ;p mom helped me make my bed! muahahaha :D

t'was supposed to do my business law quiz but since they're presence were here, i gave up :p shall do it later then! mom wants to get me a table from ikea later, a L-shaped table so i can put the desktop in my room. :/ a desktop. geez, so huge! :( its cousin siqi one but he left it behind for me. said since my mac can't do excel there, might as well use his desktop & do my excel assignments there. smart.. but still!!!

i hope there's a one bedroom or studio apartment for me :( bigger space, bigger room...

went to jasmin's place at dooga street! found the playground heh. so nearby!
pretty house! i really like it. met my brother there, & we left for springvale for beef noodles! so yummy its like, the best ever! aside from the pho noodles from vietnam luh.

mom bought some groceries. baking! omg, you have HAVE to try my mom's banana cake. its.. the best so far! :D
she's gonna bake at her service apartment. hehehe :D
went down to pinewood get some stuffs & they drop me back here to get my quiz done & pack.

:D i'm gonna spend my weekends at their service apartment! yay!
back in rusden on monday i suppose? ;p

-ikea
-city (medicare)
-chapel street
-lygon
-toorak
-chadstone
-canterbury (uncle gomez!)
etc.
:D can't wait!

2009-04-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

03.april.09
silliest day ever! so, i ended school at like 11am. went post office to pick up a new ink cartridge. & i headed to monash pool. ANNNNDDD, i forgot to bring my towel... wth. so i head back home.

then it rained! like so heavily! :/ but i was safely home by then :p
kept giving myself a prep talk, that "lightning won't strike me" cos i was the only one walking back home.. like.. there isn't anybody else on the pavement/anyone else walking! ok pretty stupid.

had lunch & started on tutorials etc.
then tried the new ink cartridge, which failed on me for effing times! gawd! i hate it. raseena told me that the lady at post office asked me to bring down the ink cartridge & receipt if i want a full refund. wtf. since i was in need of a ink cartridge, i made my way down. brought raseena hoodie along cos she was freezing in uni heh.

walked out of rusden & realized its still drizzling! decided to head back to uni later. ANNNNDDD, i forgot my key card!
i was like locked out of rusden and my apartment! :O
guess where i'm learning this habits of locking myself out eh... raseena! :p kidding, shall not blame you.
best thing, carl wasn't in so i can't have a replacement key card. dang.

ahhh. frigg it. so i just make my way down. so cold! :(
& i was totally drenched. look like some idiot running across the carpark & to campus centre.
...
moral of the story/day: idk.. melbourne weather is totally ridiculous?
...
end up jenny didn't join us at knox city. caught monsters vs aliens in 3D! awesome i tell you!!!
& knox city! omg, seems much cooler than chadstone. prolly cos i'm pretty sick of chadstone. :p
knox city is waaaay cooler. for now :p

04.april.09
so, my parents touchdown-ed in melbourne at 9am. hooray! :D
ok but i haven't contact them yet.
so i'm not sure like where are they noww! i hope they rent a car!
heard its gonna rain today! :( again!
& my jumper is still drenched since yesterday afternoon! :(
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chapel street.

2009-04-03T13:10:00.000-07:00

my other blog's dead. bleah.
hahaha oh well.

okay. had lecture in the morning & i'm back!
:D
it rained! so i end up running back.
wanted to go for a swim actually, but i forgot to bring my towel :(

anyways all that running back home is sorta a work out :p

guess its gonna be really cold tonight, like what.. 9deg lowest!?
plus, its movie night today! :D
monsters vs aliens! hahaha!
i reckon its gonna be reeeeaaaallllly funny! can't wait :p

till then,
i'd be good & do my work ;)

2009-04-02T15:35:00.000-07:00

i've been lazy. real lazy.
let me back date this entry then.

01.april.09 [april's fool day!]
no, prankster didn't do anything this year. hahaha, so boring right.
:/ my life's pathetic lahh, stop mocking me now.

happy birthday aust daddy! aka joab (:
hahaha you said it, you're ancient :p
i'm just gentling reminding you.

had dinner at some place. gosh, i think was new royal something?? :/
memory failing me.
it was so goooooood!
it was like what? 8 course meal! :O
yummy! hahaha
finally saw most of the church people whom i used to see.
:D
chatted with antonius, mei's brother. hahaha i've met him before but surprisingly i've never like hold a conversation with him before. bahh i'm so anti-social nowadays! :/

02.april.09
as seen in my msn nick: im'ma superwoman.
studied, did tutorials, emailed.
...
decided to walk to pinewood to get some stuffs though it doesn't really matter if i get it or not since mom&dad are coming this saturday! :p still.. hahaha i guess i shouldn't rely so much on them.
called eunice earlier! :D so nice talking & crapping with her!
i miss you more than ever babe!
perth. so near yet so farrrr :(
-
hahaha just came back from pinewood, carrying 4litres of drinks! :O
it was like what.. 28deg outside!
& the stupid flimsy plastic bag broke. so i had to carry the milk, pepsi & rice on my hands!
how embarrassing.
4 cars honked & a some whistled.
i was so tempted to show them the finger, luckily my hand was filled with trying to hold the stuff!
argh pissed off.

i think i'm one tone darker now. :(
Thank God for shades. hahaha :p & fbts & jersey.

okay i'm going back to my work.

2009-03-31T21:40:00.000-07:00

esprit de corps

received oshc card. in plastic. hmm.
i've asked for a refund for oshc & now they sent me a new oshc card.
...
i give up asking!

aust daddy birthday tomorrow! (:
uni.
home.
dinner.
home.
work.

my life is so predictable.

2009-03-31T08:25:00.000-07:00

silent boy.

i'm so excited :p hahaha cos raseena's going to clayton library on wednesday to get some books! :D
means, there will be books for me to read!
YAY! :D

i have to finish mgc assig by tonight. should stop procrastinating especially when i could actually finish it by last night! haha i just can't seem to keep to the word limit that's why i gave up :p

okay, nothing to write now.
will blog after school! bye!

2009-03-30T15:40:00.000-07:00

poor toe. ;( sore blisters that never seems to heal.

i'm so bored! if i could only like focus, i can finish this management assignment by tonight!
i know what to write, i'm just lazy to think & structure out the sentence & paragraphs.
geez i'm such a bum :(
okok, i'd try. then at least tomorrow i'd just have to do the editing!

anyhoos. i just ate a spoonful of peanut butter! hahaha sadly i can't do the same to nutella cos nutella is just too sweet. i love creamy peanut butter! :D & a bottle of iced milo!
boing. gonna be fat soon!

my itunes songs are getting boring :( like really boring since i hear it everyday, not via itunes then it via ipoddy.

2009-03-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

eek!
wedding!
:D

mom assistant's wedding! she's gonna fly over to melbourne to get married! i wanna see her husband :X hahaha
5 april at the vineyard, Balgownie Estate Vineyard Resort & Spa!
where ever is that! hahaha :p

yay! i'm going!
okay, i need a dress.
see!!! how am i supposed to stop shopping!?
damn.

really happy last night!
& i've finished everything on the checklist!
:D

2009-03-29T12:43:00.000-07:00

poor level of self-control. dang :/ i'm feeling quite guilty about yesterday's grab actually.
bleah. shouldn't think about it since what's done is done.
i hope i'd have more self-control in future or else i'm gonna be dead meat!

did the bus law quiz 2. frigging hard :( disappointing score. ugh!
nevermind, will do better for the next quiz plus the upcoming assignment!
today's gotta be a fruitful day:
1. ~~bus law quiz~~
2. ~~study for macro test~~
3. ~~wren reading~~
4. ~~continue management assig~~

feeling rather paranoid & frustrated :(
hello everyone, i'm on budget now! tight budget.
& i still haven't get that for bev. am still rethinking if i should get it or not :/
quite pricy plus, who knows sg has!
ugghhh.

2009-03-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

i ❤ pictionary & taboo!

woke up late, totally ignored the stupid beeping alarm clock. so annoying.
went to chadstone with tiffany! waited damn long under the hot sun for the darn 742 bus. i hate taking bus on weekends.
:D concession fare! yay!

went walking around. i didn't know they had borders there! :O i saw so many books i want to buy & read!
bev: i think i know what to get for you! you'd love it t'bits! hahaha but prolly sg borders also sell :/
long time since i went chadstone (: somehow it didn't change, much.

accompanied tiffany for lunch cos i was still quite full from breakfast!
& the shopping begins! :p not really luh. i'm exaggerating.
half the time was window shopping. i don't know why!

& this lady approached me asking me if i'm using any foundation powder. i was like, nope. then she was like "why you're a lady! you need makeup!" ... yeah but why would i want to use foundation powder! then i was dragged by her & she started explaining this 'natural' foundation powder she's promotion. & she started apply it on me hahaha. actually i do like it :p it gives me a little tan look somehow & with the blusher, wheee, it creates an illusion of a higher cheekbones! :D me like! okok she nearly piss me off when she said my cheeks are round :(

❤ smiggle (: !
& that bag from ozmosis !
totally ❤ :p

bought for raseena her very bleated b'day gift since i had no idea what to get for her during her b'day till she told me about that last week during lecture :p

i'm broke! really really broke! :(
& i have locked up my card.
i hope it stays there.

2009-03-27T15:52:00.000-07:00

:D i'm happy! for now luh.
had bus law lect earlier, :D interesting. i like this topic. haha i'm sure its gonna get more complicated soon, but good thing is its really interesting!

macro consultation. he got me lost & i made him speechless.
hahaha funny. anthony came for consultation too.
thankfully i did some readings last night so i could argue my point. hahaha & it was accepted.
yay!
now i really appreciate mrs ting who drove me crazy with econs in j1 & j2 :p

phlegmy. ugh. :(
headache & i felt lethargic.
i think i still need more rest.

home!
leftover porridge.
macro- accomplised (: just have to study again for the tut test.
law- halfway. :( & i haven't do the online quiz.
mgc assig- soon! 1 reading down (:

STEAK TONIGHT! HAHAHA i hope it turns out well though :p

sat.
(: chaddy! i wanna get clothes & shoes :p
& i'd do law online quiz.
& mgc assig.
& macro tut test.

2009-03-26T20:15:00.000-07:00

{edit}
i was soooo afraid that asian lady at student services would serve me again. thankfully, the other counter opened & i rushed to the other counter when it was my turn :X okay, guess i have to fill up a pre-2008 csp form. i still have no idea what i'm doing. so rubbish.

homed! :D
not good walking under the hot sun cos i feel slightly dizzy :(
made porridge! yum haha.

& finally the cleaner came to clean our apartment. now my room's sorta dust-free! & clean toilet again! hahaha yay.
did laundy! muahaha!

i just count down the number of days: 9!!! :D :D :D
& thankyou fawn for the honey lemon!
{/edit}

:D i feel better already! yay!
hahaha probably was because i slept at 11pm last night.
but my nose is sorta runny, headache still there & my throat still hurts :(
i hope i'd recover by sunday.
i want to start each week feeling fresh & energized. not half dead!

i'm gonna pon management lecture this afternoon. hahaha so repetitive!

i hope the queue at student services won't be long!
& i hope that bias asian lady won't serve me!

-laundry
-tutorials
-lecture notes & textbook
-sleep early

okay! off to stats lecture now. bye!

2009-03-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

eggs & bacon :D
the #1 unhealthy meal.
turn your head cos i'm lazy to rotate the picture :p

okay. i woke up this morning croaking. like really croaking :/ my voice is hoarse and it hurts to speak or even swallow anything. but i promised tiffany i won't skip breakfast today plus, i've been craving for eggs & bacon :p lousy reason but anyhoos! i got what i wanted! :D

i don't know where i heard from but milk is supposed to help sooth my throat..? ok probably some old grandmother tale. but still, i gulped down 2 cups of milk earlier. i love milk! :D 2 liters of milk, just bought on tuesday and its gonna be gone already. amazing? not (:

i need to get strepsils, more milk, more eggs & bacon and rice(?) from pinewood tonight.
guess what's for dinner? SUBWAY.
who says a sick person is only allowed to eat porridge huh!

2009-03-25T17:00:00.000-07:00

hello! i've managed to survive today despite being sick. ok, i'm not that sick but you know how its like being sick yet attending lectures, tutorials, labs & stuffs? yeah. & this headache is killing me.

currently i'm a mute. my throat died on me back in school when we had this management tutorial & it was a role-playing one. how embarrassing to speak halfway and i could no longer get the words out. even my voice sounds so shaky, like i might just cough again & again.

got back our macro tut test (: whee! :D
stats, surprisingly, i could keep up with dani though half the time she was barely audible. tsk!

(: wednesday's over. yippie!

mom thinks i'm always going clubbing & shopping :( so depressing. i'm not!!
okay, she read my mind about the shopping, i'm dying to go for one. like this saturday? hey! be fair. i haven't like shop ever since i got back! don't i deserve a break or a reward or something? :/ at least just a bit.

why do monash likes to send me emails that pisses me off! first was the hec thingy, now this csp thingy.
:( wth is that! okok, i guess i gotta head back to student services tomorrow!

off to pinewood for groceries & dinner.
its hot & my head is still throbbing.
i want my voice back.

2009-03-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

F E V E R ! :(

achy & sore body.
throbbing head & splitting headache (still).
sore & phlegmy throat.

i know my body is screaming for a break & sufficient sleep.
but my brain is screaming at me to continue till i'm done with my to-do list today.
:/
i thought the brain & the body should co-ordinate!!

i'm gonna further kill my throat tomorrow,
bacon & eggs [am missing the toast, no bread :(] for breakfast!
can't help it. i'm craving for all american breakfast suddenly :p

2009-03-24T20:45:00.000-07:00

i'm still so tired despite napping for an hour after school :(
fell asleep during bus stats lecture this morning. & i felt terrible. then i had bus law tutorial which surprisingly, i was pretty awake or something. hahaha bias mind :p

then the awfully long 3hours break till macro lecture. which, i did bus law tutorials in matheson, tried finishing stats using the com labs in menzies but every 10mins i had to switch labs cos there were classes! :( gave up eventually. met tiffany for lunch (yuck!) then back to menzies to read up on macro.

i was so tired i fell asleep on the table while reading. thankfully bev texted me & i woke up to the vibration. headed for macro lecture which by now i was damn dead & zombified. i think i had the pissy look :/ chatted with ron & donovan outside building63 & they were stressing about the stats assignment considering that they haven't even started! :O

waited for michelle.
& i fell asleep again during lecture. my eyes could barely open & i was having a splitting headache which hurts like hell :( contemplated on leaving after the first hour during the 10min break but stayed on in the end cos it beats than reading up on my own. haha somehow though i was half-awake i could fairly understand everything. haha its like old jc stuffs rushing back into my head, just slightly different. but theory wise, the same (:

& i headed for home.
slept with wet hair & now i'm having another headache :(
no, i don't take panadols.

ok. stats! i'm gonna conquer you by tonight!

2009-03-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

okok i really really must complete my stats assignment by today/tonight & the management readings. i had to wake up at 7am to at least finish half a reading :( class begins at 9am. my life's a bore right, i know ok, stop it.

must do!
#1. stats assignment (finish up/edit/check/double-check)
#2. management readings chapter 3, 7, 10, 13. (holymollyshyt)

there. :( tuesday has begin. ugh, after wednesday night, i'd feel less stressed up. i hate tuesdays & wednesdays (especially), so many classes & long hours. these are the days where i'd usually plonk on the bed half dead.

off to meet raseena now! toodles.

2009-03-23T17:35:00.000-07:00

@.@ zomg. i've been in this position for 6 hours. 6 frigging awesomely-not long hours, doing stats assignment. talk about pain in the ass.
this mac:excel's giving me loads of problem. i thought my worries are over last sem while doing myob for accounts. now this is to haunt me too. oh dang. :( should i invest in a new laptop or buy windows parallel? or even buy the original microsoft office to install for mac. i really don't know.
i didn't know its so troublesome using mac. or just call me mac idiot i don't care. whatever you nerd!

i'm going crazy. raseena's going crazy too. hahaha! am in her room doing this dumb ass assignment. omg can, the contacts in my eyes are like frigging dry. gonna have a tough time taking them out in the night. ugh.

okok. i really WANT to finish this ass assignment asap by tonight. i've still got my readings for management leh!!! its important readings cos if i don't do the readings i can't do my management assignment! :( FRIGG.

new location: tampines! OMG.

2009-03-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

when i'm all alone, back in my quiet box, at night, i start to think.
this is the best time where i start to sort out my thoughts that has been bothering me.
with a silent listener always here with me, i'd try to figure out the best way to resolve things.
nothing will always turn out good, like what an economist would say, we often have to forego something in order to do another thing. there is no instance where we can obtain the best of both worlds.

like what my brother said, there is no me time anymore. its always studies time, assignment time, _____ time, ______ time etc. when was the last time i could sleep in early & wake up any time i want without even setting the alarm clock? everyday there is something i have to do, not i want to. everything is more like i have to do it or else.. & if i don't things would just keep piling up non-stop, suffocating me slowly. i seem relax, i know, people's been telling me that. but how can you merely judge a person's outward appearance? appearing calm & composed doesn't mean that i'm not panicking & feeling frustrated inside.

stop trying to figure me out. i'm not some science experiment or some project.

am very tired. 2 episodes of csi but i fell asleep when it was showing csi: new york (boring). csi: miami is the best (: i think its the weather. i'm eating lesser, feeling lethargic in midday and i can no longer stay up late without feeling sleepy.

i really wonder, what is God's purpose for me. seriously.
i just want to know & stop trying to figure it out.

2009-03-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

the cookies are almost gone now :p i wanna bake more! hehehe
it does go nice with milk! okok random.

22.03.2009

happy 20th birthday beverly lin sihui!
:D
my bestie's like 20! you are OLD. kidding :X
hear the mms but please don't laugh at the recording okkk!
hahaha (:
i really miss you. wish i'm in singapore to celebrate your birthday with dinner or something! timbre! lol.

aside from that. i got heaps of work today. like really, mugger day begins at 8.30am this morning.
gonna start on the business law online quiz after i'm done with this management lecture notes, shouldn't keep procrastinating. should get it done as soon as possible. i hate it when work just keeps piling up.

some people just won't understand me.
like i really care.

bye.

{edit}
yesterday swim was awesome! like seriously! went to the further end of the pool near the glass panel, where the water's slightly colder. bad thing is when i got all exhausted i was unable to stand cos it frigging deep! hahaha more like sticking myself onto the wall like patrick the starfish. lol! 4pm swim is the best timing, few people, entire lane for yourself!
flips & twirls. woot! okay adrenaline rush.

swam with this unknown toot guy in my lane who i don't know.. swims blindly?? nearly collided with him thrice! :O its like from left lane he can cut to right lane then back to right-smack in the middle lane. wtf. not as if swimming freestyle you can't see who/what is ahead of you! damn ass.

met ben since he was gyming then. & we walked home together. the sun was blazing hot! & i smell of chlorine again.
{/edit}

2009-03-21T12:23:00.000-07:00

blogger is acting stupid. i can't upload images here! >:(

20.03.09
yesterday night was at raseena's place baking cookies! :D hahaha the first batch turned out looking a little burnt. but the second batch onwards was goooood. way good :p
my famous amos cookies style. hahaha (:

anyhoos. i've finally called mom & dad. hahaha! after like 3 weeks or so :X
could tell they're glad to hear my voice, & dad was a little shock cos i never called back before :X just via skype y'know. hahaha (: but yeah hearing their voices make it seem they're so close to me.
can't wait for 4 april!

after that we went ben's place for some slumber party. alcohols were brought out hahaha like 3 or 4 bottles. monica, rachel, me, raseena, tiffany, ben & donovan (: its been a while since i drank haha but i kept to my limit. baileys with green tea, & it taste like bubble milk tea! hahaha nice :D

donovan, monica & ben were having shots. till ben was so red! then he became rather unstable hahaha. lets say he fell down like 3 to 5 times that night! once even crashing with the table & ended up with a minor cut. and another time falling of his chair hitting his head on the floor! :O
& he puked! donovan basically took care of him hahaha like big brother. LOL (:

then he fell into somewhat deep sleep. hahaha! oh wells.

after seeing ben's puke, i decided to stop eating nestum or oats or anything lumpy & thick. sorry for being that explicit. hahaha

21.03.09
jason came over to help raseena & i with our stats assignment. thankyou! (:
then ben came over. he looks better & acts more normally. hahaha least he could recall what happened last night :p even after seemingly drinking somewhat 4 shots plus.

i hate doing frequency distribution on excel. contingency table is fun! my mac excel doesn't have this data analysis function so i'm relying heavily on raseena's laptop. thankyou too! tiffany went out to chadstone to get her shoes & some groceries. was supposed to go chadstone with her but since jason's coming over to help us i should stay. worth it thought (: hahaha resistance is good, cos i believe if i went chadstone, i'd shop!!

2009-03-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

reach out, its just right there

hectic. stats assignment's killing all of us, & i'm starting to believe that myob is actually easier.
i hate excel, where got fun! :( okay creating the pivot table is fun.. but the data analysis stuffs?! zzz

anyhoos. i really don't know which direction i'm heading on approaching this stats assignment! i'm seriously clueless. like.. i'm not even sure which variable to compare with one another or whatnot! the report should come out just fine, just the damn graphs. i need jason's help! :p

aside from that. met up with yingjing yesterday at caulfield! omg, i didn't know she had a twin sister! so cool.. now i want a twin too :( hahaha. found out that raseena, yingjing & i know lei jiahui! lol! & raseena knows a lot of sajc people! all mostly from cresent. the world is really so small, even in melbourne! had thai saffron for dinner, & it was an early dinner cos i was starving. :p oops. hahaha nevermind, can always have supper!

failed attempt to do some groceries at coles :p cos i was lazy to carry stuffs. ugh. okay, anyways we'd be going clayton soon probably. & probably chadstone. well, depends.

i end classes at 11am today! :D so happy! hahaha lunch with michelle & probably will do tutorials & study in matheson till raseena end class. i hope it will be a productive day today. i'm still fretting about stats assignment :( how! help!

deadlines:
1. stats assignment 1- 26march
2. management assignment 1- 8april
3. business law assignment- 1may
4. management assignment 2- 6may
5. stats assignment 2- 7may
6. business law assignment 1- mcq (20%) commencing week3-12

& don't forget the fortnightly macroeconomics tutorial tests i've got. plus midsem test for that.

gawd! :(

2009-03-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

❤ guitar.

the more i listen to carmen fantasie, the more i long to learn it. dang.
& the shopaholic score sounds pretty nice too..
:(

who's so kind to lend me a guitar?

anyways. its bloody early now, i think my alarm clock is wonky. i've snoozed it for like 3 times yet it blatantly keeps ringing. arggghh. then i reseted it. & it shuts up, finally.
yums. i love forest fruit muesli bar.

2009-03-18T17:00:00.000-07:00

assignments. tests.
piled up high.
geez...

very tired.

dinner at sofia! can't wait (:

{edit}
back! lester kindly drove us all to sofia! yum yum :D
junjun, me, raseena, tiffany & him. hahaha

ordered the platter for 2 which is actually humongous! we ate like there's no tomorrow :p yet there were still leftovers! :O
& we ordered ice-cream! YUM. hahaha :p satisfied raseena's ice-cream addiction. 12 flavours ice-cream, shockness.

i love the mint ice-cream :p haha not bad what!

we still have leftovers of risotto. haha can last us for like 2-3 meals.

dropped off at rusden. but we went to find donovan instead cos i felt full & wanted a walk :p
his house is so nice :( jealous. hahaha look at my pathetic box room! i'm so not satisfied. grrr

he's like living out of his suitcase :p messy room! its like.. okay. worst room i've ever seen :p
hahahaha invading his privacy.
& that flat inch tv! :( plus xbox..
& there was a dead rat in the fridge. ewww

then he came over to grab my macroeconomics answer. chatted quite a bit.
mostly raseena & i hanged out in tiffany's room (:
ben came over. weird.

okay. start reading.
tarah!
{/edit}

2009-03-17T18:40:00.000-07:00

❤ 4 april (:

studied at matheson library before meeting raseena & junjun at campus centre. then met up with tiffany & went back to studying. tutorial test is tomorrow, i'm sorta ready yet not? i don't know! the first test of everything always gets me all anxious & jumpy. annoying feeling that bugs the hell out of me.

okays. i'm seriously happy. like :D hehehe
bye!

labels: exhausted, excited, anxious, really really happy!

❤ its coming!!! YAY!!!!

2009-03-16T08:50:00.000-07:00

rock steady rock

week 3. i've survived a total of 4 weeks here in melbourne. amazing how time flies!
anyways. yesterday while changing the rubber bands on my braces at night, i gave myself a fright.
when i removed the upper bands, either my teeth or my gums started bleeding. quite a lot!
:S & it has the same achy & painful feeling all over again.

what else could i do? :/ so i just change the rubber bands & re-hook it on the hooks. yucks.
after removing them this morning, my mouth feels so achy & my teeth feels weak. i can't exactly chew on the apricot muesli bar either! great.

4 rubber bands a night. i really hope i can remove my braces in june.
IF i'm even going back.

enough about stupid braces.

am waiting till its 9am before i'd start studying for my tutorial test again.
raseena: "how many times do you want to study for your tutorial test!?"
:p
y'know i tend to screw up the FIRST tests of everything right! :( i don't wish for that to happen this semester.

p/s: i hate spectacles. i want lasik!

2009-03-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

proper cookies from famous amos! :D
thankyou raseena! haha
everyone,

cookie is back!

:D

ahhh i caught the island today. hahaha watch it on my laptop lah. i was supposed to study for my tutorial test but oh well :p i'm the queen of procrastinating remember?

recently i've been like dropping a lot of hairs when i'm combing. :(
is it the highlights that spoils my hair? or what? stress? i don't think so yet!
maybe i should use that shampoo.
but i like the one i'm using now!

2009-03-15T13:42:00.000-07:00

donovan claims that this is an artistic shot of me. hahaha okay, nice lah :p

studied business statistics this morning-afternoon. (: i'm satisfied except using the excel part: data analysis, descriptive statistics.. my stupid mac excel just don't seem to have those functions. but at least i know how to use the data to answer the questions! :D hooray right!
raseena promised to teach me using her laptop. let's do the assignment asap! :D

i'm quite happy cos i'm done with all outstanding/incoming tutorials! okay, not everything lah.
i'm still procrastinating on studying for my macroeconomics tutorial test. i'm such a lazy fat bum. tonight & tomorrow!

~~updates;~~
1. april is approaching! quite excited. heh.
2. junjun's gonna stay at our place for a week (:
3. I HAVEN'T MET NG YINGJING FOR EONS & i wanna meet up with maria again!

okay. rants over, i want lunch!

2009-03-14T18:20:00.000-07:00

everyone! this is my aunty (maid, but i prefer to call her aunty) wilma (: her cooking is fabulous especially her mee siam which i'm drooling at the thought of it! & her oh so yummy soups! she's not my mom okkaaayyy gosh no one can beat my mom on anything. haha :p she'd win you hands down pants down. trust me, unless you're super duper uber sure about something & have checked through it thoroughly, don't argue with the queen :p okay a bit exaggerated. hahaha!

had a heavy lunch & i end up napping! am still so full, guess i'd skip dinner tonight.
dreams get better when sleeping with ipoddy. somehow (:
hahaha ipoddy's good at rocking me to sleep, especially when i'm sleepy but just can't seem to fall asleep.

trying to study but my mind keep wandering about. focus!
i'd bake cookies tomorrow (: betty crocker recipes should be fantastic hahaha :p

finally change the ringtone on my phone! :p me love love loooove LOVE!

haven't talked to mommy & daddy for like 2 weeks! except via emails & msn.. but that doesn't count!
am gonna save up my international credits to call them! (:
i'd trrrryyyy.
:D

loves!

2009-03-14T12:52:00.000-07:00

jeremiah woke me up at like 8am just to return me my macroeconomics textbook & lecture book! @.@ gawd. so now ben & jeremiah have seen my i-just-woke-up-look & hair. gawd. it was like sticking out everywhere! :( okok enough. & i went back to sleep. but i couldn't really sleep again cos i'm supposed to be up by 9.30am to do groceries at clayton! :(

clearly i'm lacking of sleep. YAY yan nee's to pass me confessions of a shopaholic soundtracks! :D thankyouu! <3 i'm so in love with the show! the girl with the green scarf haha :p though i don't own a green scarf, but i'm sure my mom has one! heh.

okay. plans for today:
#1. groceries shopping at clayton
#2. submit concession card application form to clayton connex station
#3. spend within budget :p
#4. study macroeconomics tutorial test & statistics

there! that should get me organized (:

2009-03-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

the girl with the green scarf.

confessions of a shopaholic! caught it with raseena, tiffany, yan nee & jenny! (: dinner at the grand tofu was waaay filling! :/ too much!
omg i so love the show! (: the main lead guy, okay i'm lousy, i forgot his name, is soooo cute!!
especially when he smiles. & his eyes.. so gorgeous!
just like... in a way :p

happy endings! (:

bubble teas! (: hehe.

xoxo

2009-03-13T12:54:00.000-07:00

today was one of the rarest days when i woke up feeling oh so energized & pumped! :D
hahaha i wonder what's wrong with me. & i was freezing cold cos i forgot to off the fan before i sleep!

small box room-> no windows-> need some ventilation-> therefore fan is turned on.

joab came over this morning to help tiffany with her work. checked monash email & was annoyed.
stupid. stupid. stupid.
left & met raseena for business law lecture.

& i forgot my business lecture notes in a hurry. dang! must be because of that monash email i received. dammit.

actually business law is really interesting leh. the cases.. so far, that's what i felt. like really.. interesting (: haha & the lecturer isn't those typical old boring kind! :D

its really hot today! like really hot! & its only 27 degrees! :O i'm contemplating to go for a swim now :p

student services. that asian lady is my nightmare. this is the second time she's serving me. dammit why am i so unlucky to have her to serve me again!? :( she was annoyed that i didn't know what to do about the hecx thingy. like.. wtf? if i know why would i seek your help! damn. what's her problem! & when i spoke back to her she said i am rude & stuff. hello! who's the rude one first.

lunch with michelle. headed to oshc counter.
FINALLY. TRANSPORT CONCESSION.
gawd. & i bought the metcard for zone 2 already :p raseena's gonna buy it from me! :D
yay!
okay.

swim?? :D

2009-03-12T18:30:00.000-07:00

try to take a picture of love

today's really (: (: (: (: (:
ended school quite early, like 1.30pm! haha instead of 2pm (: i love management lecture, i meant, this lecturer! haha :D she's really interesting lah. it wasn't like last sem's management lecture where i kept falling asleep & jenny had to nudge me to keep me awake!

course advisor. :D huge relief. i guess all that waiting is really worthwhile!
the entire course map is now up on my wall hahaha :p i like!

finished dx time, macroeconomics! omg like finally!? i was overjoyed! still am :D
helped some of my classmates. jeremiah helped me for some haha.
went for jeremiah's consumer accounts (or something like that??) lecture! omg. so boring!
its like management (:D) + accounts (:S) haha! we end up playing bingo, tic tac toe, & 4 something (keep forgetting!)

left halfway during his lecture. back to menzies awhile.
met raseena & we walked home (: i love the weather at that time.

oh you know something! i'm so annoyed with myself.
yesterday: forgot to bring passport for oshc claim stuffs.
today: forgot to bring oshc card.
what the hell. :/ i queued like for 30mins before realizing i don't have the oshc card with me! grrrr.

tomorrow!
reminder: oshc card, refund form, passport!!

met cousin si qi! :D he went to get his exams transcript!
met him again earlier, haha. got the intermediate microeconomics textbook & printer paper! :S i saw differentiations!
jane! i think your macroeconomics in NUS = my intermediate microeconomics in monash! :/ it looks like what you showed me.

(: (: (:

2009-03-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

dark clouds, pouring rain. what a storm.

no, it didn't rain. nor was there dark clouds. or even a storm.
that's my mood for today.

full day lessons, one after another. daniel, my macroeconomics tutor, kept calling me to answer his questions! least i gave him what he wanted. still.. there are like so many others out there, pick them! stop picking me! then it ended late. so i had to rush over for management tutorial. how tiring!
it was a bore. assignments can be done, i hope i have enough time to print out the article or least read it or something.. i hate procrastinating! :/ its starting to pile up y'know!!

finger frenzy! texting the entire day & the callings. :p

ok. focus cherlyn.
back to work.

2009-03-10T17:46:00.000-07:00

holy cow!

today was seriously $@$#%$^$#@! okay we were late again for business statistics lecture. this time's raseena's fault! hahah! she thought it starts at 10am instead of 9am! :p okay lah, more like we reached there just on time, on the dot :D

then. her day ended. wthh :(
headed to menzies to complain again. finally they re-schedule me for a course appointment this thursday. i had it with emails, those slow losers. grrr. still had the cheek to ask me to resend my email.
business law tutorial with yan nee. quite fun leh.. i must say. seriously haha :p lesson was enjoyable.

& her day ended also. piangg. :(
went with michelle to menzies again. to computer lab to get our macro econs tutorial done. stupid graphs & data! & wth, no printer there to print out. ZZZZ! so effing annoyed. nehmind.
oh we got free donuts from the law building. rofl. they thought we're law students! hahaha :p poor suckers :X

random smses & mmses. funny lah! haha!

lunch together with tiffany.
law building to study. darn quite & its like my first time entering law building haha :p pretty impressed actually.. like quite grand?? as compared to matheson library lah.

macro econs lecture. boring to the max. good thing i've learnt those stuffs before, haha! but the notations & some stuffs changed so have to still take note. i was paying full attention okay! :D
& texting :X oops.

ok. i'm really zonked out now.
am gonna do laundry now. that pile of stinky clothes. GAH.

2009-03-09T15:40:00.000-07:00

I THINK I STILL SMELL CHLORINE ON MYSELF.

{edit}
pinewood earlier. nice bright sun :D i like! but was perspiring in my hoodie cos it was cold earlier.
make up your mind sky! :p

fellow ex-srjcian freedy! haha awesome.

tutorials after tutorials. 1 left, macro economics. but i'm drained :(
never ending playlist. radio. took out the trash in my room & toilet. packed books & files that were scattered on the floor into a nice pile (:

all i lack is a vacuum again.
& to do laundry.

BAH.
on adium now :p with joshua & raseena.

band aids on toes (blisters. like.. its been there for like forever?!) & finger (aluminum foil on the milo tin cut me!).
i should stop hurting myself. but that was not on purpose okay!

hammer & hearts ❤

{/edit}

2009-03-08T17:20:00.000-07:00

i miss going timbre.
okay that was just a weird thought that came across my mind earlier ;p

swimming! hello pool hello chlorine hello goggles.
haha :p tried the monash pool.. not bad actually. quite few people today.
this china girl nearly drowned, scared the hell out of me cos i was in the next lane. well.. who asked her! she just jumped into the deep end of the pool.. then started screaming & struggling. o.O really scary! haha the lifeguard saved her. her parents were like shocked or something. lol!

i didn't know the pool was equipped with the floats & stuffs :p so i helped myself. its like back to training in srjc :D

i stink of chlorine. its really strong, not good for hair :(
i'm really exhausted now. but its really a good swim. especially in this weather, perfect.

(: again!

2009-03-08T12:14:00.000-07:00

what are the odds?

okay my monash account is seriously weirdly screwed up. yesterday was totally absolutely malfunctioning. today, its working just fine :/ good, lets hope it stays this way! woke up super duper late today cos we slept pretty late last night watching cartoons (my bad :p), & waiting for ben (who mia in the end!!). & we had supper hahaha :D

i'm so lazy to do laundry. ok, i still have clean clothes so i shall do it next week then :p hahaha gawd. i hate doing laundry! waste my money too :( and my time waiting to pick up/transfer clothes. i'm such a pig. i concede.

meet timmy the little lost monkey! hahaha you'd only meet timmy if you're in my room :p & i got a beach ball (freebies) LOL. just kept kicking it around for fun :D neat room is now messy, untidy room with dirty laundry in the laundry basket. aiya. I'M DAMN LAZY CAN!?! & hungry :p

okok getting tutorials done.
BYE!

back to school party tonight! (: haha i changed my mind :p i'd wear half-uniform instead k.
see yoU!

2009-03-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

MOOMBA!

thankyou lester for driving us there! :D it was a fun ride, i love toorak estate :p went round & round & round to find carpark haha so we reached there at like 1pm (:

mexican spicy hot dog! not even a bit spicy. but the seller is so cute! haha he recognized that we're singaporeans cos he stayed in singapore for like quite long. he's an aussie by the way (: so we chatted like, which part of singapore we're staying :p & he said he'd cook for us popiah! :D

okay, photographers are lester & raseena which i'd patiently wait for them to upload the pictures! (: the carnivals made me darn broke :( like brrrrooookkkkkeeeeee. we tried loads of games & keep trying our luck. blackjack, omg can, i think i'm a potential gambler cos after a few rounds i got the hook of winning, like that my luck is gonna get better, & i was so into the game though i kept losing. dammit. & that stupid game where we're supposed to throw the balls into the bucket. walao, i thought it was easy. got 1 ball in only :( i needed 2 balls in. & i kept trying, so money kept flying.

we went to the sure win game, picking a bag out of many bags haha :p i got a little monkey. then we went for rides, omg the rollar coaster. i kept saying "not scary not scary" but when the ride began i kept screaming my lungs out :p okay it was scary cos it kept turning to & fro, back & forth.

lester dropped us at flinders station & we had lunch at dessert house. tapao food & rotted. watched this performance outside flinders station, really entertaining & nice! :D i took a video of it hahaha. the guy's cute :X

met donovan, junjun & her housemate, ben (:
walked barefooted with tiffany (:

pretty fireworks! <3 i love! we caught it at the carpark so as to have a clearer view :p haha smart right! another long video clip. back to flinders station, huntingdale, walked home. it wasn't cold, i like the weather.

okay. tired. bye.

2009-03-07T10:30:00.000-08:00

"As of 06/03/2009, the University records showed that you
were not enrolled in any units in your course of study. Consequently, you
now have restricted computer access until 04/06/2009, inclusive."

WHAT THE FRIGG!?! :O
omg. i really gonna start hating this damn university to the core.

#1. the damn faculty took 2 frigging weeks to reply to my emails! i still haven't like seen the bloody course advisor okay! damn pissed about this.

#2. I HAVE NOT RE-ENROLLED!?! WTF. if i haven't why can i access blackboard or even set my timetable or even have that bloody transaction number!? what's wrong with their frigging system!

#3. they don't want to give us domestic student rates AND apply to the sibling discount form. WTF. so you mean if you're a domestic student & you have a sibling you are unable to get the sibling discount form though your sibling attends the same university as you?! wtf.

all these are getting onto my nerves.
NOW I CAN'T EVEN GAIN ACCESS TO THE LIBRARY RESOURCES TO PRINT OUT MY MANAGEMENT ARTICLE. FABULOUS. SCREW ME UP WILL YOU!

just sent out an email to them again.
" I believe there is an error in the system because clearly i was enrolled into my units this semester, if not, i would be unable to get the transaction number which proves that i am enrolled into my units this semester. Please look into this matter as soon as possible."
what a fine way to start out a saturday morning.

2009-03-06T11:20:00.000-08:00

you fat cow.

I'M FREE! :p heh my week has officially ended now! business law just ended & it was pretty boring cos the lecturer went into some historical facts about criminal law, civil law, common law & statue law. (: am using the lab in menzies to do my macroecons tutorial which requires some dxtime program that only this lab has. so annoying & dang, i'm so clueless. okay, i better get started soon.

moomba festival tomorrow & lester offered to take me, raseena & tiffany there (: heh cool beans. guess means we'd be out in the city the entire day or so, probably would go ikea too for a look around & stuff. so, i better get started on all my tutorials by today!! :p i think its still manageable, somehow.

okies. really, i need to get started asap! would be meeting maria soon for lunch, i hope she doesn't get lost again or her mobile doesn't die on her :D

toodles you kiddos!

2009-03-05T17:21:00.000-08:00

i had a great day today! (: ok, sorta great i guess, but it was pretty easy going day unlike yesterday.
yesterday almost drove me up the wall, running from tutorials to tutorials :p

skipped the morning stats lect. went for management lect, pretty much the same as last year unit i took. helen's really funny, she said this: "which part of singapore are you born?" i was like "eh. singapore is just an island, what do you mean which part?? bt. timah?? does that help??" & she was like "noo, i thought that part where the merlion is (sentosa) is another island or something??" rofl! :p
went for the afternoon stats lect with raseena. met donovan & kai. it was surprisingly easy! :p at least the first part & stuff lah.. maybe when it comes to the excel part, the word 'easy' won't exist anymore. heh!

& i crashed raseena's data thingy lecture. so boring! the lecturer doesn't even give a 5 o 10mins break for a 2hr lecture! evil. i was doodling on the paper all the while :p

going out again soon to sports & recreational centre! & to sign up for the 10 passes thing at the doug ellis pool (:

hello & goodbye
i haven't seen you awhile! haha (:

beverly! imy!
eunice! imy!
:D ok i miss everybody.

2009-03-04T17:00:00.000-08:00

i. am. so. darn. exhausted.

fire drill this afternoon. annoying crap, made us get out of campus centre & stand outside where the cold strong winds kept blowing. arggh! & sand keeps getting in my eyes, which hurts a lot especially with lens on. damn!

lecture, tutorial, tutorial, tutorial. gawd. i'm so packed on wednesday! i need a breather. wanted to change my business statistics tutorial to the 8.30am one instead of the 2.30pm one but unfortunately, there's no more space! :( i was soooo tired when the day ended.
met rachel & monica at macroeconomics tutorial (: yay! haha, & management tutorial.. humiliating. let's skip that part ok.

met most meddie students in menzies, like jasmin, ci han, crystl & my brother. haha :p never expect to see them in my faculty building. lol (: weather's seriously screwed up.

student services queue is still damn long, all the time. grrr still haven't settle that!

tomorrow's lectures day. & so is friday.
at least i'd start late & end early :p heh.

2009-03-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

no one can bring you down except yourself (:
so, too bad, for you. you're futile efforts just went down the drain. awww.

anyhoos! omg. there were like what, 3 drunkards of somewhat, in my apartment yesterday night! like.. donovan, ben & jeremiah! :O making a din in the living room & those annoying people kept entering my room without my permission taking my sheep & croc & snake! so argh!

its like i had to kick them out of my room. i swear, i'm gonna lock up my room. if they're coming over tonight. & it was shu anne who opened the door! :O its like we can't finish watching "Because i said so" finish properly! & the 3 of them stinks of alcohol! its like each had 2 or 1 bottles somewhat?! please man, they turned so damn red. especially ben! zomg. & he kept doing those mambo moves the entire time! i wonder if he's like drunk or what!?!

managed to chase them out like at 1.15am. sent raseena back to her place & its z-time for me too (: finally!

today's the longest day in my timetable. i'm gonna be so tired! :( sigh. okok.
shu anne's complaining about her housemate. its like her housemate is sooo weird! she kept all her groceries in her room?! like eggs, bread, nutella or whatnots?! like hello! there's such thing as a cupboard right?! zomg. & her pots & pans are in her room. we think she's a staunch muslim who doesn't want to share food/utensils. but still, isn't this like a bit too extreme?! poor shu anne gonna do her groceries today afternoon & start cooking at our place, using our utensils. haha.. i wonder if there's even enough or not :p

i feel really happy doing something for people. just don't take advantage of it okay.
yesterday afternoon walking back home was terrible! its like there's sand storm or something?! :O it literally pushed us 2 steps back at the traffic light junction! like shu anne, me & raseena! so scary!! & the dust/stones/sand were like swept off the ground by the strong wind and blown at us into our face! plus my legs omg. cos i wore shorts.. there were like cuts?! only realized it when i was in the shower cos it was bleeding.. no wonder i was like ouch-ing when we were passing the "sand storm" :/

okay.
breakfast's ready! school!

2009-03-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

hello! it was my first day back to uni AND I WOKE UP LATE!! :O
zomg. the alarm went off but i snoozed it! then next thing i knew, i checked my phone, there were 2 missed calls & 3 messages.. all saying.. "WHERE ARE YOU???" and "eh i go uni first". :p oops!

anyways. i got up changed, washed up & left within a minute flat! raseena came down & we hurried to school together. my stupid hair was sticking out everywhere! red strands can be seen. hahaha :p & it was all puffed up or something! anyhoos. went for business statistics lecture. pretty okay i guess.

bought lecture notes & stuffs. meet people at ccm counter (: but still hesitant to join. don't ask.

I'M GONNA JOIN THE MONASH SWIM CLUB!
or just sign up to use the monash pool!
yesh, so determined to exercise weekly!
(:

I LOVE SWIMMING.
LALALA
OKAY.
SHU ANNE'S HERE! WE HAD NANDOS!
BYEEEEE!!

2009-03-02T15:00:00.000-08:00

canterbury estate. (:

first day of school: 2 march 2009.

:p okay, wasn't my first day anyways cos i didn't have classes on mondays. :D tomorrow's my first day of school. bleah.
anyways. silly me didn't even set the alarm! but somehow i woke up cos i was freezing cold without my quilt! woke up to drag my quilt out of the cupboard before going back to sleep for awhile.

toasted bread with eggs, cheese & mushrooms! i so love the new sandwich maker :p hehe. but the cheese made a huge mess which i have to cleaned it up. reminder: don't put cheese!

met benita, the girl whom tiffany's selling her printer to, at farrer's hall. raseena scared her away! :p haha i was like walking to halls in my pjs!

changed, met raseena again, & we headed to campus center. ugh.
:O student services queue was so long! its like a never-ending queue lah! gave up queuing up half way hahaha cos i had other errands to do!

went co-opt to check out some second hand books but couldn't find any of what i'm doing :( so i bought from monash bookshop. grrr why the books so expensive one! & why must the darn business law book change this year?! :( i wanted to use jeremiah's old business law book lah. made me $xxx.xx poorer. & silly me forgot to buy the macro econs notes -.-"

went back to student services center. queue still so long! :O gave up. went to menzies. argh! i hate this. i've been emailing the unit coordinator/course advisor for like 2 times in 1 week & there was no response! its like frigging urgent! & they still had the cheek to tell me i'm in a long queue/waiting list, like others. like... frigg!

found jenny! :D :D after 3 months :p & michelle. ho ho ho! helped her get her business statistics book from co-opt (: met joab & tiffany! (: chatted quite a bit haha.
ahem. i heard the "big four" as "windfall" okay!!! gawd. i felt like a goon then :p hahaha

2009-03-01T13:50:00.000-08:00

okay :( i'm way sad now. but i just don't want to show it..

drove to box hill for lunch, BBQ house, same place where uncle gomez brought us to last time. chunks of oily roast meat, gahh. yucks. practically dripping in oil & huge layers of fats! gross. i hate fatty foods, & oily ones. so eeew.

anyways. mom & dad dropped bro off at southeast flats. the beginning of goodbyes. :(
they just dropped me off at rusden too. embrace in hugs & kisses :p
i'm so gonna miss them! :( they're heading to the airport now.. why! :( :(

met ben, yuwan, rachel & i-forgot-her-name! outside rusden. (:
sigh.

i remembered vividly. last year same thing, when mom & i parted at the crossroads of rusden & halls. i teared, mom teared. hell loads of tears. "big girls don't cry ok?"

its really hard to say goodbyes. i wish they'd hurry come over asap!

2009-02-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

fantastic dinner again (:
lygon street, same restaurant different branch hehe :p

oh. jasmin joined us for dinner today.
it was cold, & once again, i left my jumper at home -.-"
so i kept ducking behind mom & dad when the wind was strong hahaha hoping to steal some warmth from them :D

shorts, sandals, long sleeve top. still freezing my ass off! & it is supposed to be SUMMER!

mom & dad are leaving tomorrow afternoon :( wwwhhhhyyyyy.

2009-02-28T16:32:00.000-08:00

i hate people who backstab you.
you thought they're your friend.
its just a facade.
i only have one true friend who'd stand by me always & forever- Jesus.
in Him i place my faith, hope & trust.

-

groceries shopping. oh my achy shoulders :( met shona on the bus to clayton. ben dropped by awhile ago.
there's many people whom i have not yet seen.
& my fringe really looks retarded.

:D love the highlights.

mom & dad are coming over soon to pick us up for dinner. i'm starving, had leftovers of j.g dumplings for "lunch". think i'd drop by southeast flats & get my stuffs there. would be camping in the hotel with mom & dad again tonight haha :p its our last night here together! :(

they're going back tomorrow afternoon!
like i said.
i hate goodbyes.

2009-02-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

we just got back from uncle gomez's place at canterbury. (: spent most of my time there i think i can get there by myself now :p haha well, at least i think so.

dinner was fantastic. aunty jay cooked mixed veggies. holy crap, i had like 3 servings of veggies??!! it was that good! even me, the picky eater especially on veggies, love it heaps. :D & the beef rendang was scrumptious to the max! the five spice chicken & the toufu was equally good. true homecooked authentic singaporean style food. heaven.

my tummy is so satisfied. haha :p i'm gaining more weight again, tsk!

caught ah long pte ltd halfway. met damien (phd in monash- medicine) and jason gomez (commerce year 2) there. (: cool, haha both jason & i know similar people haha.. such a small world.

alright. i'm gonna sleep now. tomorrow we're going to see house auctions & house viewing. but i've gotta do groceries with tiffany & raseena too.

(:
thank you.

2009-02-27T13:57:00.000-08:00

cation: avoid hazardous drivers at all cost!

i'm back in rusden! to finish up packing my room. to vacuum the room. to change the sheets blah blah blah.
just got back from glen waverly where we had j.g dumplings for lunch :D
tao-pau the remaining dumplings. & there's apple crumble in the fridge, to be brought along later.

meeting uncle gomez & his family again for dinner at his place. i love canterbury estate!
house-hunting. mom & dad went off to look at toorak area (:

as far from uni please.

2009-02-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

okay, i've done nothing on the list i made last night. :/ heh.
woke up around noon-ish at the hotel & we headed out for breakfast. mom & dad just came back from the city, haha they left us (the sleeping pigs) in the hotel room while they run their errands :p

drove to richmond! :D i love that gps thing, awesome invention. haha :p had vietnamese pho noodles! yummy, but we couldn't find the store uncle gomez brought us last time! so we went into another store. still fantastic. then we went to buy pork pies for uncle gomez & family as we'd be meeting them later (:

i took pictures. but battery's dying :S & i had no charger with me. plus i'm lazy to upload (: heh.

drove to canterbury, where uncle gomez & family are residing. i love canterbury neighborhood okay! the rows of trees.. oh yeah, last time we went, in autumn, the entire row of trees were like orangy-red-green! :O so beautiful. but properties in that area are very pricy. toorak too & one more suburb which i can't recall..
i don't think we'd stay at glen waverly. as in permanently stay, not renting. yeah.. (: i'm cool with that cos i'd prefer the far-eastern suburbs better.. y'know what i mean :p

this is the second time i've been to uncle gomez's house. :D i love it. so huge! had drinks there & the pork pies plus fruits & chatted way loads. natasha had chinese tution while we were there :p hehe i took a peek at the passage she was learning. hahaha gawd my chinese so screwed. but i think its still not that bad.. just the pronunciation part sounds funny, as always. they have a pool table, a mini-bar where uncle gomez kept all sorts of wines (he really fancy wines!) & a sheesha! zomg. love them all! uncle gomez told us about driving in melbourne, the rules of driving & parking & stuff. i think we should be getting some fines soon :p cos mom said dad beat a red light once & we turned when there's no right/u-turn sign?? :O haha! i heard the fines are really heavy! & i'm gonna sign up for driving at vic road soon. :p in fact i'm checking out their website now heh.

we took them out to dinner. to ivanhoe- saffron! indian dinner (: yums! i love it, second time there though but the food is heavenly. haha (: i sound like a foodie junk eh. :p but i enjoy eating all sorts of food y'know. had pink fruity champaign & later red wine. somehow it wasn't of my taste, i just didn't really like it i guess. but other than that, i did enjoy the company plus food. oh! dessert was complementary! hahaha cos uncle gomez knew the boss :p how cool is that!

alright. i'm back in the hotel room now. again. & i didn't plan to stay-over tonight so.. i have no clean clothes to change into :/ ugh. plus, no lens solution.. yikes! would head back to rusden tomorrow to shower & change into proper clothes, unpack again & vacuum my room, probably head back to uni then meet mom & dad to go to uncle gomez's place again. :D

2009-02-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

for your sick little minds to see how i tried to stop the bleeding.
no bandage what! stop commenting.

2009-02-25T23:23:00.000-08:00

today was pretty crazy. somehow i managed to fell back into sleep till 11am then we had to get out or else we'd be late for an appointment. went back to southeast flats to pick up bro for lunch at glen waverly (: we had grand tofu. hehe yums. but their tom yam is ... no comments. then mom & dad dropped me back at rusden to pick up my stuffs. went monash uni to health & well-being centre & to faculty & to student services. gawd, queued so much. at least much settled except a few more which has to be delayed till a later date. annoying. thought of selling my books at co-opt shop, have to re-think about it again.

we met lester! haha :p he's the first one i've met since i got back. given that i've been traveling to & fro to city constantly, everyday in fact! (: walked back to rusden. how i sorta miss walking the same route i take to uni everyday :p bathe & continue to unpack. :/

toorak houses are so pretty! (: i want to stay there! but its like so damn far. daddy the scary driver heh :p red light speed, green light stop. rofl, no wonder our car kept being horned at. hehe i think he must be very very tired!

oh. yesterday when unpacking somehow i've cut myself :( its a long gash, on my right inner thigh. i really don't know what i did.. but yeah :S its like this long, from your thumb to your pinkie. :O & it just kept bleeding non-stop. gross man. haha i improvised a little putting 2 band aids vertically on the wound :p i didn't have bandage what!

had dinner earlier on with cousin si qi in city. haha, i took a few photos but what the heck, this stupid sony ericsson phone hates me as much as i hates it. it keep hanging. like some idiotic phone. lygon, freddos, flagstaff, crowne. i'm really exhausted now.

tomorrow:
- meet course advisor (hopefully!)
- student services
- co-opt
- city again (z!)
- meet uncle gomez at his place

2009-02-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

a quick update before my laptop battery dies on me again.

touchdown: 23feb, 8.10pm (: 6 luggage, 2 bag packs & 2 hand carries :O amazing the 4 of us could lug everything together.
brrr. so windy & i was so damn under=dressed. no wonder i can't stop shaking.
checked in crowne hotel. where mom & dad would stay for 1 week there.
had late supper at crown. yummy (:

24feb.
went around city, had breakfast at swanston street. zomg it was cold, freezing. & i was freezing in my shorts! at least i had my jacket with me haha :p
went spenser street & collion street for a millionth time. banking, medicare, interview.. oh. we were so busy we forgot lunch :( rented a car, alxis (pickup at hyatt hotel). :D its the same car as what aust daddy has! toyota, same model but its RED. :D i love red to the max (: hehehe pretty!
dad's driving was scary. the gprs wasn't of much help then cos we were unfamiliar with the road & stuffs. :/ got horned at twice, and 2 near missed accidents. scary :S but great job daddy, haha we still got around in one piece :D

to southeast flats. dropped bro's stuffs there & got my keycard from jonathan. bro's new room is huge :( not like mine, so pathetic. we drove back to my apartment, dragging the remaining luggage & hand-carries into my room. i thought the electricity had been cut off cos apparently we didn't pay the bill. but i found out, nope! (: wheeee hehehe. unpacked & unpacked & clean & clean. mom helped me while dad help move bro's stuffs to the car & drop it off at southeast flats. i think he made 3 trips in total. i've got a fan in my room! :D hooray! but amazingly it wasn't even hot in my room. more like.. really cooling (:

& my bed is swarmed with stuff toys! hurhurhur mom was joking that in the middle of the night these stuff toys would kick me outta the bed. lol! & my cupboard zomg. its packed to the brim! :( no space for more new clothes that has yet to come. :p i said yet.

had nandos for dinner. yummy! dad's first time at nandos, good right! :D
dropped bro off at southeast flat cos he wanna sleep there & we set off back to crowne hotel in city. haha i'm sleeping with mom & dad cos... idk. i'd miss them again when they goes back to sg!

25feb.
its 7am now. i've been awake for 3 hours. somehow i just woke up at 4am :/ stupid huh. okay. i think my laptop is disturbing their sleep? would be heading to uni later to settle more stuffs. i just realized being a pr is such a chore.

2009-02-22T19:00:00.000-08:00

its hard to stuff fat sheep into my bagpack.
sheep, have you gone fatter already?! :p

aunty eileen's house for dinner! (: my mom's twin. kidding!
they just look alike. character also so similar! how cute :D
heard from mom she came over this morning at 10am to see us. but both of us were still sleeping haha :p
i eat i sleep. no wonder my cheeks are this size.

2009-02-22T17:08:00.000-08:00

dddaaaarrrrrkkkk ccchhhhooooocccooooollllaaaatttteeeeeeeee

<33
omg heavenly bits.

i'd be back in melb tomorrow night (:
hello long time no see people!

2009-02-22T02:30:00.000-08:00

turf city owen seafood! yesterday night's dinner was fantastic. haha drool factor 9/10.

-

eeek! tomorrow! :S i'm so nervous again.
random texts make me happy (: i hope i can get through this again.

i wanted to adopt a guinea pig. then ben said he'd kill & cook it :( he's made evil!
raseena & i were thinking of getting a hamster too, well, prolly :p

-

rock-climbing! :D
okay that was random.

2009-02-21T20:00:00.000-08:00

:D ballerinas!
heeheehee (:

oteh. i'm finally done packing, besides my bagpack stuffs. but other than that, yeap. i hate leaving things behind but i can't possibly bring everything along right. sheep's still on my bed :p croc is stuffed into one of the many luggage haha funny sight! have to squash in whatever on my table now into my bagpack, i hope its possible haha. i'm gonna look like a hiker.

tintin tee! :O

2009-02-21T01:48:00.000-08:00

2009-02-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

last & final reminder : PACK YOUR THINGS NOW CHERLYN!
:(

did i say this? the stupid rubber bands snapped in my mouth & i've swallowed like a couple of them already.
perfect.
i'm gonna have rubber bands in my stomach.
elastic shit. rofl

2009-02-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

:D no more dental visits! woot!
collected all the 3 or was it 4 x-rays..? plus the model of my teeth. heh so disgusting.
could see how my teeth looks like before braces :p like.. ew.
anyhoos.
i'm back on metal wires, chained up. effing thick but i've gotten used to it :p

i was so tired i fell asleep a couple of times in the library while waiting for time to pass.

OH! finally bought that thing. hahaha! :D i like!
...

went bev's place. (:

2009-02-20T00:13:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO! LAST DENTAL VISIT.
stop treating my mouth like a piece of meat or just a place to practice your skills.
PAIN OKAY.

2009-02-19T17:56:00.000-08:00

okay i've sorted out stuffs in my cupboard earlier & now my bed is in a huge mess. cos everything is on the bed now :p finished the book "silent boy". it wasn't as good as the book "the boy called it" & its series, somehow. but still, its quite nice to read. i feel like dropping by the book fair again to pick up more books. & i still haven't had the time to get that thing. argh.

swimteam dinner tomorrow with coach. okay more like swimteam girls dinner with coach since the guys would only be able to book out on weekends. i think its gonna be quite weird. :/ coach is nice, but weird in his ways. i better hurry get that thing before its gone or out of stock!

caught red dragon earlier, vcd. i need to start burning videos into my hard-disk hahaha, to entertain me when i'm bored. you see.. though our apartment has a tv, the channels are really limited. & there's no nickelodeon. hahaha (: sorry, kid in me.

alrights. going to meet mom & dad at lido soon, together with bro (:
dinner plus movie. i think we're catching defiance. :D

i miss bvss like crap somehow.
i got this autographed pe tee of bvss :D where my former teachers has to scribble something down. hahaha :D maybe i'd bring it along to melbourne.

2009-02-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

its 1.40am now, on a thursday morning. & i can't sleep.
i'm having troubles sleeping lately.
i guess its cos, 4 more days left in sg.

ho hum. i haven't met up with yanting, xue er, cherlynn nor sharleen for eons. since they're schooling & were busy with their exams. :/ still. i got this funny feeling somehow, that i wouldn't be able to meet up with them. cos my days are kinda packed with to-do stuffs already.

okay i got to say this. though i love my hair for what i have done to it eventually.. i'm having this love/hate relationship with my fringe. it looks freaking retarded being so gawd-damn short. practically like no-fringe, to me. dammit. & my towel was stained with red dye cos the highlights came out a little after washing. well, bright colours tend to. as what the hair stylist said.

panda eyes.
i'm really stressed out thinking about this.

i hope God hears my prayer & helps me out.

2009-02-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

jantzen does wonders to your hair.
mom's hair looks rather sexy :p

i had mine highlighted. brown&red streaks.. not the obvious kind but the feminine kind? (:
i love it.
hahaha. okay. shower!

2009-02-18T17:40:00.000-08:00

Some things you quit wishing for. And after a while they're gone. They're completely gone and you don't even have the memory of wanting them.

2009-02-18T15:03:00.000-08:00

i'm really getting old. physically & mentally, i think!
first. i'm having trouble sleeping, like insomnia. :/ i think i'm worrying & stressing too much.. on that. & secondly, i forgot what i was supposed to remember. -.-" like okay, mom delegated 3 task for me and out of the 3 i can only remember 2! :O like.. zomg. & its not the first time.

anyways. our living room looks horrifying. 4 baggages spilled open. stacks of need-to-brings piled up high. i know, i haven't done my fair share of packing cos i don't want to. :(
mommy, can i bring the whole house along too?

anyways didn't go timbre last night. went to mof! & i finally get to meet geraldine thy dino thee dine. hahaha! & they gave me some stupid name like rebel chia when its revalle chia. whatever! however, it seems impossible for 5 of us to meet up cos there would always be 1 absent. :( very disappointing. & it was like my last meet up with them cos i'm kinda not free on the rest of the days.

then marilyn & i went walking about after dinner. geraldine went back mugging for her exams (jiayou!) & jane went home. i bought this book on a book fair- silent boy. its similar to the book- the boy called it etc, just a different author. & i went hunting for that thing, but apparently it was late & the shop was closed. :( guess i have to drop by there again.

i have to give up this spare nokia phone soon. & guess what. that bloody sony ericsson phone DIED on me!! like frigging DIED! :O omg. don't tell me i have to go phoneless again!!! :O :O it started out fine, then after texting some people IT DIED. omfg. yeah the spare nokia phone ain't mind. its dad's company phone :( shhhiiiitttttttttttzxxxxxzxzxzx.

2009-02-17T15:20:00.000-08:00

hello earthlings! i woke up at 2pm today! zomg. which is like... 5pm in melbourne?!
i'm so gonna die adjusting my screwed up body clock upon returning :/
oh. & have i mentioned this?
i frigging don't want to return so soon! :(

like...
you can't possibly ask me to return to my pathetic box-room again!

:(
6 more frigging days.

oh! cools! i heard ivy ong is engaged to ian song! :D :D
congrats!! hehehe
getting married, so nice (:

atsh. packing.
i wonder what's gonna happen to my room? :(
& the house after...?

believe me. i've already took tons of pictures of my room cos i'm so gonna miss it!
:( its like i don't know... its like forever since i lived here! okay, minus the fact that we did moved around a bit.. but still! this is the place where it holds most memories!

meeting jc friends soon (:
timbre yea? :D i want the roast duck pizza!

2009-02-16T18:10:00.000-08:00

I DON'T FEEL LIKE PACKING.
NOR GOING BACK TO MELBOURNE SO SOON!

:'(

why is it that when i'm having fun, time seems to pass by rather fast.

backtrack, rewind, play.

2009-02-15T19:50:00.000-08:00

i didn't go church today cos i overslept, yet again. aiyoh. my body clock is seriously screwed up! i can only wake up around noon time & hopefully i won't fall back to sleep again.

anyways, we went novena square to meet cousin si han & his parents for ichiban! :D hahaha poor thing lah, cousin si qi still stuck in melbourne :p but i guess i'd see him soon. omg, just 8 more days?! :O okay lets not think about that now. i'm super full from all the sushi & sashimi! & its really yummy! yeah our discussion topic revolved mainly round melbourne crazy stupid weather, jobs, living/adapting there, schools, houses blah blah blah.

& I KNOW, SI HAN, MY LOYAL SILENT BLOG FAN IS READING THIS.
this is for you: MAKING ME EAT THAT OMG HEAVENLY FLUFFY CHEESECAKE ALL BY MYSELF!
seeeeee :(
fat/chubby cheeks already still tempt me to eat that!
& still calls me a chipmunk.
omg. HOW INSULTING.

tsk!
okay after lunch went around to various salons to look around prices for haircut & highlight :D
then we went house hunting again.
i think we went to simei there.. eeewww. :( then to tanah merah there.

what if i say i wanna stay where i am right now & i don't wanna move? :(
i m p o s s i b l e .

ok, what's with today's weather!? frigging stuffy & hot.

2009-02-14T18:55:00.000-08:00

the amount of liquors that were sold earlier this morning (:
& there's still more in the cupboard. hahaha :p

anyhoos. i just ran on the treadmill for 30mins & my legs nearly gave way. no surprise if i start aching all over tonight/tomorrow. eek! but its really good :p to lose 346 calories just like that! hahaha! plus there's an incentive for me to run on the treadmill... :/

okay. about my retarded hair thingy.
i got a total of 8 votes to keep my hair & a total of 4 votes to chop it short.
hahaha :p majority wins.
okay. but i'm sick of my hair lahh. like. what to do with it!
y'know i feel like doing something to my hair but i don't know what! its neither long nor short, just medium length.

no wonder i can't keep my hair long for more than 3 weeks! i'd get bored with it!
wth.
okay. dinner at raffles town club.
toodles!

i miss you eunicetan! :(

2009-02-14T17:01:00.000-08:00

i stupidly thought migrating would be exciting and cool. then when all the talks about the complicated tax system, adjusting to the life & pace there plus knowing how to get around & stuff, i started freaking out :(
eunice just left for perth today. & i'd never know when would i ever see her again, or even beverly! that's when reality struck me, moving away suddenly don't seem cool anymore. i just want to stay in my comfort zone, singapore.

i know i whine a lot about the education system in singapore. but somehow this familiar landscapes & places is where i grew up. my heritage, my history.

few months ago when we were discussing this topic my reaction was like YESSSS to get out of here. -.-" told you. i don't think before i speak. so now i'd rather shut up & bottle up whatever i wanted to say.
now its the reverse reaction, more like WWWHHHHYYYYYYY.

bottom line: i'd really miss singapore.

sorry i just felt a sudden twang of emo-ness after reading the text message eunice left me before she board the plane. its like loneliness again. no more a mere bus ride down to visit them. more like a frigging plane ride.

& packing seems even more depressing. even buying all the necessities that i would need seems depressing. what the hell right.

okay let me change topic, its valentine's day. so happy valentine's day to all (:
crap. i forgot a quote i wanted to share. i'd post it up once i recall it okay.

mom sold a cupboard full of old liquors earlier this morning. this lady & guy came over to buy them; martell, barcardi, xo etc. but we still have some, in nice pretty bottles (: like a merlion shaped bottle, the eiffel tower, the shape of a dragon etc. i don't think those bottles can be found in any ordinary stores anymore.

need to drop-by clementi bookstore to buy my textbooks. :( on valentine's day. perfect eh :/
& we're going house-hunting later.
SEE!
so depressing.

2009-02-13T22:00:00.000-08:00

either way i found out i'm nothing without you

okay. i'm in a dilemma!
question is: to cut my hair SHORT or LEAVE IT the way it is right now.

pretty please! help me make up my mind! :/
i've even got the pros/cons okay. seeee :(

to help you all decide:
short

yes. short would be that short (: i kinda miss the spikes. heh.

leave it

yeap. its currently this long now. that messy. blah blah blah.

help me decide okay!
please ignore the chubbier cheeks on the recent photo okay. I KNOW I GOT FAT CHEEKS. stop telling me that.

2009-02-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

Cuz we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

i'm feeling rather happy & silly. haha (:
& i can't believe i woke up at 7.30am this morning for no frigging reasons! :O insane man.
& i was forcing myself to go back to sleep. hahaha! rather stupid man, but in the end i fell asleep again till 11.30am till i finally decided to wake up & start my day. :p

aijsen ramen nearly killed my throat. & today's shin ramen almost did the same trick.
but yummy (:

ok i've tested the treadmill. not as much fun as running on the tracks/roads. so confined to that small particular track!

14feb: eunicetan going back to perth! :( & samuel kor going back to melbourne! :(
crap. i've got 10 more days here in singapore. 3 months really passed by real fast! :O i was having too much fun to notice how fast time flies by.
& i don't know when i'd be back ever again!

"YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME HUH. COME GET A PIECE OF ME."
rofl.

2009-02-12T16:20:00.000-08:00

dad just ordered a TREADMILL! :O [okay he clarified with me, his FRIEND bought for him :O :O]
ohmygoodness. & i had this funny conversation with AIBI guys who were fixing up the treadmill in the living room:

2 china guys. 1 english speaking one aka ESO :p

[ding dong]
me: uhh yes?
eso: delivery for _____ (my dad's name).
me: oh okay. urm [looks at his empty hands] where???
eso: can open the gate? too big, cannot enter the side door.
me: orh.
[opened gate]
me: ehh uncle.. what is that??? why so big one??
eso: orh treadmill mah.
me: HUH!?! treadmill???
eso: yah
[stunned. went back into house grab cordless phone & calls dad]
me: eh! EH! YOU ORDER TREADMILL AHHHH??!!
dad: hahah yahh, come already is it?
me: YAH. walao! HOWCOME?!
dad: haha fat what need to exercise.
me: go GYM LAHHH. walao what is raffles town club for!
dad: also for you lah! getting fat, make you run also!
... [puts down phone]
china guy 1: xiaojie, ni yao fang zhe ge na li?
me: erm.. [looks around cluttered looking living room] ahh fang zhe li ke yi le lah.
china guy 1: orh ke yi ke yi.
me: xie xie.
-
me: err are you all helping me fix it up too?
eso: yah we fix outside here then carry it in, easier.
me: orh okay can can.
[eso guy dumps me the manual & some spare parts & the heart rate monitor thingy]
-
[when treadmill is fixed & was carried into the living room]
me: eh uncle, got warranty card or something? can test first?
eso: of course got warranty! yah will test now.
eso: you want to test it youself now??
me: err no need no need i don't know how to use this.
eso: very easy one.
me: ok i read manual then test.
[laughs]

x) funny.
i told them to just put where its convenient for them. & they dumped it right infront of the main door. fabulous. i should have been more demanding & specific! now i had to like squeeze past that treadmill thingy to get out of the house.
okay. this is so weird. getting a treadmill all of a sudden.
:p

2009-02-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

:D i had lotsa fun today! dontcha agree?
haha sorry :p still a little too HIGH on nothing x)

okies let's roll:
#1. met up with eunicetan! :D omg gazillion years since i've met her. caught the curious case of benjamin buttons! me love! me like! :D :D ok it was frigging long, like 3 hours. sit till butt pain & i was dying to go to the toilet. we bought our favourite drinks from carefour earlier on, 1litre plum/sugarcane juice. haha :p typical lah. oh. i ate popcorn! okay its amazing cos i used to loathe the smell & taste of popcorn. in the past it tasted plain & i'd rather chew styrofoam instead. LOL! but i think i sorta getting used to the taste. :p & i think i've only ate a few pieces & dumped the rest to eunice. hees.

#2. met up with beverly! ok. full outing of BFFs finally (: we had this theme: no tee/shorts but yes to flips. rofl :p my blister wont go away cos i just keep wearing flips. :( yes my second toe has a frigging huge blisters that hurts tons. i had to put a plaster cos it bled! :O

#3. walked to cineleisure where we went diva & spent a bomb there. :p but on the other hand, i've got more earrings & accessories! :D pity half of what i used to own is still stucked somewhere down in the sink pipe. anyhoos i'm happy! & eunice ahhh.. spent a huge bomb! :O typical. hees.
"oooh pearls! i want!" -eunice.

#4. spent the longest time outside some japanese/korean food outlet looking at the menu deciding if we should eat or not. but its weird cos it was way past lunch time & way too early for dinner. :p & we went to korean grocers cos beverly wanted to find some korean chili paste.

#5. headed to heeren. & we walked up&down. & to our favourite accessories shop! like crap, the stuffs there are so much cheaper & nicer than diva! :( felt so cheated, right eunice?! :( haha & we camwhored like retards :p so funny!

#6. it rained! so we were stucked in heeren :( went to the basement level & sat outside shokudou for the longest time ever. but we had quite a fun chat/gossip/catching up (:

#7. rain was lighter so we headed to takashimaya. went to look for jimmy choos shop (: whoa real fancy shoes & bags. eye boggling prices though. bleah. we had ajisen- volcano ramen where eunice ahhh.. tsk. kept adding chilli powder every minute! & garlic! & beverly was adding chili oil plus chili powder plus garlic :O we treated eunice (: heh that broke princess. how ironic. :p

#8. ooh i love the hat shop! :D tried on all sorts of hats, nice & real fancy ones to ridiculous looking plastic hats! haha :p i wanted this wallet which frigging cost a bomb :( argh. tight budget, i hate it. but whatever.

#9. gramaphones. watched Ip Man on the sofa for the longest time ever hehe.. like our own home theatre :p & we didn't give a hoot to our surroundings heh! the show seems pretty nice.. should have caught it! :( ok nevermind, download! :p oh! we saw this hot angmoh guy in green teeshirt. :p we met him twice! beverly was drooooooooling :D

#10. left orchard to holland village! we met erwin on our way to the bus stop but that so called friend of ours in secondary school just simply wave & continue talking to his friends. :O no hi/bye. :D pretty nice sight in the night. we walked the same aisle for like 3 times till some angmohs were eyeing on us. so embarrassing. why? cos that beverly was looking out for hot angmoh guys. tsk!

#11. camwhoring & this bunch of smokers were STARING. if i weren't a girl i'd give them a hiding. whatever. anyhoos, yeah they just kept staring even though we noticed. idiots. & we came up with some racist jokes :p shhh.

#12. starbucks. oreo cheesecake is so heavenly! :D ok everyone, i DON'T think i'm allgeric to cheese/eggs. probably was something else. (refer to backdated posts)

#13. walked down the same aisle again for the millionth time & we met azfar zain! :D he seems the same just less gay (acting) :p hehe & unexpectedly he came out of his car just to talk to us. its really nice meeting old friends here & there in this small place called singapore. (: sometimes i really think, singapore is truly home. just maybe i can't stand some things... :x

okay i can't really note down everything that has happened cos its way loads & some things just can't be replaced with words. but, memories of tonight would always be etched in me (:

i'm really glad the 3 of us stuck together, through thick & thin, like superglue (: despite eunice in perth, me in melbourne & beverly currently in singapore, we never drifted apart. & would never ever. that's what BFFs are (: okay i sound so mushy & stuff but really. i do cherish my BFFs cos after all they were the ones who picked me up each time i fall & their words of encouragement just gives me the strength & determination to give my all in whatever i do.

eunicetan i'm so gonna miss you when you fly back to perth on saturday! :( i may/may not come back in june, depending if i can find an orthodontics there or not.. & probably won't see you in december either :(
beverly! hurry must meet up again again again okay! :D & skype!

OK. beverly- [c=#E60005][b]maybe it's platonic[/b][/c] wanted me to add this in:

[c=#E60005][b]maybe it's platonic[/b][/c]
i tagged
u have to edit ur post!
after no 13
12:10
boys in men's leather pants
i just said this!
okay i can't really note down everything that has happened cos its way loads & some things just can't be replaced with words. but, memories of tonight would always be etched in me (:
12:10
[c=#E60005][b]maybe it's platonic[/b][/c]
add this: Beverly wanted me to add this" SIHUI: STILL GOT THAT GUY AT THE BUSTOP WHOM, ACCORDING TO EUNICE, FLUSHED BECAUSE, MAYBE, PERHAPS HE KNEW WE WERE EYEING HIM! SINCE HE'S SO CUTE!!!! AND ADORABLE! AND GLASSES!!!! GEEKY! <3<3<3<3<3GEEKINESS!
HAAHHAHAHA

woman! satisfied?!

2009-02-10T22:21:00.000-08:00

i think i'm in a lot of trouble now.
oops.

yesterday i've just ignored a total of 5 calls from rh. hahaha :p but seriously, i didn't know they did call me till i saw the missed call on my phone screen. okay. for one, its on silent mode and secondly, wtf would i be doing staring at my phone all the time! crazy.

whatever.
& they just called when i was still sleeping. earlier on. at like 830am, but i woke up only at 945am. too bad (:

i know i'm supposed to call back.
but for what! waste my credits talking to them.
lol.

okay, see. that's why i'm in a lot of trouble now.

gonna have lunch at raseena's place! (: yay! hehe then she's coming over to play guitar.
muahaha :D

2009-02-10T11:54:00.000-08:00

Rush Of Fools
Undo

I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Chorus

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You’re the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Chorus

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

Chorus

lol. try learning to play this piece, crazy man. :( so many chords!
:O end up fumbling on the strings only.
GAH!

2009-02-09T15:30:00.000-08:00

hello everyone i'm learning the guitar & i suck at it big time.
okay, not really.
haha give me more time & i'd still rock your socks off.
byebye!

2009-02-08T19:10:00.000-08:00

hello everyone! nobody went church today :O not even mom/dad. haha! gosh.
well, all of us slept at like 3am cos we were watching Money Not Enough 2 on dvd :p oh no. sinful!
okay, funny yet touching show. but i didn't tear! finally. watching I Not Stupid 2 can even make me tear.. & Home Run also. geez.

went to have the famous prawn mee! near marine parade/ecp. YUMS.
okay, now pray that after eating at least a dozen jumbo prawns, my allergy won't break out. :/ i know. stubborn. haha! i'm allergic to prawns yet i love to eat prawns. atsh, its just me okay.

& found bro's guitar! mom asked me to learn :p i should have taken guitar lessons during the 3 months break. see lah, now left what.. 2 weeks?! :( anyhoos, i've youtubed & found out how to play the majors/minors (: & i'm learning david cook- always be my baby song. haha :D

okay, i still suck & took like loads of time to find the right note & placing.
but wait. some day i'd rock your socks off!
:D
i said some day.

i thought the rh thing would be settled after meeting them last week, but noooooo. :( mom spotted mistakes, again. omfg okay, im really sick & tired of calculating money, ot, leaves & whatnots. :( mom was 100000% sure that now the sum's been reduced further. like much much much further. atsh, im tired. mom wanna claim money from rh for wasting her time ;p haha geez. this means i have to head back to rh again some time this week/next week. FRIGG.

FRIGG. seriously.
okay, im gonna continue learning the chords now.
BYE.

2009-02-07T15:45:00.000-08:00

OMG. i'm so overwhelmed by this: DAVID GARELL CARMEN FANTASIE.
ok. seriously, i was blasting this music through the speakers! :O

:( & somehow i felt sad. that i gave up on my violin like 3 years ago?! :( so wasted right. damn, what was i thinking! yeah i quit cos of the frigging teacher. annoy the hells outta me & refuse to teach me my grade 5 scales properly till like what, 3 weeks before exam?! so annoyed to the max.

geez.
this song really makes me want to play the violin again.
& learn guitar.
crap, cherlyn ahhh! :/

2009-02-06T16:03:00.000-08:00

purple braces (:

i was 1/2hr late for dental again. traffic jam! ok, i had breakky in the car on the way there. dr wee figured it out cos he said "mind if i remove your breakky from your teeths?" horrors. bits of food must be stucked in my braces creating a mess. haha! oh well, the odds of wearing braces.

i was in & out in less than 20mins. first time (: haha a bit of cleaning, changing bands/power chains & tightening the wire. viola! all done :p

20feb last treatment. & i'd be taking my dental record along with me to melb, hopefully i can find an orthodontics who would be willing to take me in halfway through my treatment. dr wee reckons no orthodontics wants to. else, i'd have to be back in sg in june just for my braces. such a waste of money in air tickets.

library! so nerd i know, can't help it. i wanted to borrow 6 books but quota was 4 books. :( should have taken bro's library card. anyways. headed to raffles city for lunch & was searching for high society cd. met marilyn at sembawang music store (still working there!) & we chatted quite a lot. haha (: its good to catch up with her. waited for her lunch break & we went to grab lunch together.

the cd shop has my high society cd! :( so expensive. it was playing again in the shop, the first track. i think the title is "just a gigolo" cos i remembered seeing the first track title.. or so. anyways, it costs a bomb of $99.90 since its a limited edition album. :( pity. both dad & i were eyeing on this album, but i think its not worth it, $99.90 for that. a bit too pricy though its a limited edition. & marilyn kept tempting & urging me to buy it. grrr

the music is so freaking nice. like heavenly, & relaxing. gosh, i really want the cd! :(

2009-02-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

hello! it was museum visiting day today! (:
i thought i'd regret it, but nooooooo. it was hell fun!

1. peranakan museum.

haha daddy wanted to teach me our heritage, being a peranakan. ok, i've learnt loads of weird stuffs. like seriously.. :/ some even freaks me out. but its good to know about my ancestors & stuffs. haha i went round the entire museum getting the embroiled stamps on my brochures :p so cool. adults $8, students $4.

then we had free entry to the Serenity in Stone: The Qingzhou Discovery museum. well, its all about Buddha. like Buddha heads & stuffs. zero interest but the interactive medias are interesting.

2. national museum.

after 6pm till 8pm its free entry :p haha so we got in for free. haha :p the museum was relatively huge. but kinda disappointing? i was expecting history of like wars? like during the japanese occupations and stuffs. but its more of cultural in singapore, heritage, food, fashion... & although the museum looks huge its actually rather empty inside. just a facade i guess.

thats all. wanted to head to timbre for dinner but i was sick of that place. so we explored SMU haha :p was thinking of settlers' cafe or some other places.

daddy's great (: like always.

i think my brother & i inherited his "i love to stay out till late" habit cos we were desperately finding something else to do after dinner :p haha & daddy was complaining why aren't there any activities or something to do that lasts till 12 midnight :p well. clarke quay is happening what! :D hees.

:D i'm gonna highlight my hair. whoopeedoooo!

2009-02-05T12:11:00.000-08:00

donovan's 21st birthday : 7feb, 7pm, his place
jasmin's 21st birthday: 7feb, 7pm, her place

whoa.
this i just realized. HOW! :O
i hate choosing, its like favoritism right, although... yeah. so now, HOW!

anyways dad just messaged me. woot, id be meeting him after lunch :D
probably i'd drag him for shopping. haha :p cunning eh.

& jane's message, meet up in the week of 16feb-22feb. HMMM. last minute packing & buying last minute stuffs.. still (: should be able to meet up! :D & about mr lim's cny steamboat thingy ahhh, can just forget about me going. hahaha i'm having reunion lunch with my cousins till late! :O eeyeerr i want mr lim's angbao. HAHAHA

DENTAL tomorrow. sheesh!
all the way to NUS there & i have to go home all alone again.
:( i think i'd go to the library.
more books. haha :p
so nerdy eh. BYE!

2009-02-03T21:20:00.000-08:00

screw rh seriously. total waste of time.

i couldnt help laughing at the amount of 'evidences' they dug out. seriously, if YOU were in my situation seeing from MY point of view you'd laugh. highlighting section by section word for word. HA.
in the end, prove what?

imagine how much money they cheated me of & expected me to pay. but we CHIAs wont pay without a fight. which proves how unreliable and incompetent the staffs are in keeping records cos in the end, the sum wasnt amounted to they wanted me to pay. it was LESS.

how embarrassing.

met up with ian. haha i think his ears must be tired from all my ranting about this issue. blah sorry lah. walked around raffles city then marina sq then millennium walk etc. i hate the feeling of owing money after all.. :/ aiyah i really dont know. most of the time was just occupied in my own thoughts. seriously i think i can just drown in my thoughts.

at least its nearly over. i hope.

2009-02-03T11:15:00.000-08:00

just tell me how adorable my 2 cousins are! aidene & aideon.
cool & unique names eh.. esp the boy name haha (:

yes, they're in London. yes, aideon is a British citizen. smart move so that he doesn't need to serve NS. No, aidene is a Singaporean citizen. (:
lastly, yes, they speak in a British accent.

no fair.
least they would be spared from the weird singlish & lingos we used here. haha :p

i do miss them.
& aunty anny & uncle freddy too!

can i go visit again?? :p

2009-02-02T15:30:00.000-08:00

weird illnesses seems to particularly like me.

get off me!